Draco Malfoy Imagines

//I wish pt.3

I love him but I have to accept that he loves her.
I have no chance. The way he looks at her, the way he speaks of her. She makes him a better person.
A better person than I ever could. I have to accept he's happy. I'm happy if he's happy. No matter how much I'm dying inside I can't let it show. I can't let him know that I love him. I can't be selfish.
He deserves happiness and happiness is what he will get, even if it's not with me.
If only I told him how I felt. Now i am to late.
No matter how much it hurts me to see them together, to see her in the place I long to be I put on a smile.
I laugh at the little things he does. I smile through the dying pain inside of me. The way he scrunches his nose or runs his hands through his hair. The way he stutters sometimes when he can't figure out what to say. Or the way my name rolls off his tongue.
I don't hate Heather. I wish the best for her and my best friend. I hope she continues to make him happy in ways I could never have done.
I lost this time. I lost the most valuable key to my happiness, my source of life.
But I love Draco Malfoy, and there for I must deal with my pain. His happiness is well deserved over mine.