Want To Be Loved (Himiko Toga x Female Reader Story)

the aftermath

Toga's p.o.v.

I see a tear roll down her face. I lift her face by her chin with my finger "hey are you okay?" "Yea it's fine" she looks over to the body of her mother "I just have to clean this up before the blood dries to the ground" she laughs a little. What the fuck happened. What are we going to tell the others? Should we even tell them? "Okay we've had enough fun but I need your help Toga" she holds my face "Yes of course sweetheart" I grab her hand and get down to clean "What are you doing?" "I'm cleaning isn't that what you want?" "Yes but properly we have to get cleaned up first. C'mon" she nods her head to the bathroom. We wash our hands in the sink "ok now be careful not to let the water drops get on the ground or we'll have to clean that too" I stare at her for a while. She gets an old towel to dry her hands "here use dry your hands then bring it with you" she goes to the back room and returns with trash bags and gloves "put these on" she hands me rubber gloves. She puts them on as well as I do then grabs a trash bag "we have to wear these too" "What? Why?" "So we don't get our dna or her's on eachother" I stare at her once again. She seems to know what to do for all of this. She make some arm holes and a head hole in the trash bags "put rubber bands on the arm holes to make it secure" she hands me the rubber bands. She starts to put her hair into a plastic bag as well "let me guess I have to do it to?" She nods her head "this isn't even cute" I do the same thing "Toga you're going to clean up and dispose a body" "That doesn't mean I have to look like I live in the dumpster" she gives me a look "just put these on your shoes and we can start" she give me a small bag to put on my feet. We go back to the living room "First we have to break down the blood with amd enzyme" she grabs a bottle and shakes it "You were prepared!?" "I've been wanting to do this since I was a child of course I was" Holy fuck guess she's perfect for the league of villains. "How do you know what to get" "Science. The materials in here-" she cuts herself off "Nevermind no time let's just start" she moves the body on top a bag then sprays the floor with her bottle "give me some paper towels" she seemed so serious I couldn't recognize her. Does it have to do with why she seemed upset with me earlier too? I hand her a long piece of the paper towel "they should be small peices other wise you'd just be spreading the bacteria around" "oh sorry" I felt as if I disappointed her. A few hours later of her teaching me how to properly clean the blood away and the crime scene we finally put her mother in side the trash bag "so are we going to burn the body or something?" "Teeth can often survive fires so no we are going to bury her" I was surprised at her. She had all these intresting ways to clean up the scene that burying the body seemed a little plain "We have to find endangered plants to dig her under so no one can find her body and if they do it'll be more then just 6 feet under ground" There it is. Agh she's so smart at this I want to kiss her. "Oh the forest has some endangered plants!" I hope she get happy with my answer "Okay then we have to get there before the sun comes up, but how are we getting there?" "We can call the others to bring the van" "Alright but tell them to go through the back we can't have the neighbors see" I call the others and surprised with the news they come as soon as they could. We carefully go through the window and go behind the apartments to the van "hurry up!" Shigaraki whispers loudly as I open the door for y/n. She get in carrying the body and I follow. I close the door as I sit down in the back. How was she so prepared? She said she planned it since she was younger...was she in that much pain that she couldn't handle it no more? "I told you Toga not to kill anyone" Shigaraki looks at me through the rear view mirror "I killed them not Toga" Y/n interrupts and the car comes at full stop making everyone go forward and the body flies up to the front "You killed!?" Shigaraki asks looking back from his seat "Yea" her voice making it seem like it isn't a big deal "wait so who did you kill?" Dabi asks "My mother" the group's eyes widen

"w-what?" Kurogiri looks baffled "Can we just go to the forest?" She looks annoyed. Was she planning to do this today? Was that why she seemed upset earlier? We get to the forest and y/n hands out gloves and plastic bags then tells everyone to do look like we do. Y/n starts to undig some plants "wait aren't those endangered? Isn't that illegal or something?" Y/n turns to Dabi who's looking at the sign next to the plants "We're burying a dead body and your worried about getting caught for some plants?" Everyone stays silent "Why do we even need to do this people already know we're villains they wouldn't be surprised if they thought we killed her" Kurogiri asks "Then the school will know we are somehow connected and like Shigaraki said when we first met we can't have the school know yet" After awhile of all of us digging Shigaraki speaks up "Why don't you use your quirk? Have some of the dead help us" "Because I can only use it for a couple of hours and won't be able to use it at school tomorrow and if I ever become a suspect and they say I used my quirk to do it the school would say thats not possible since I'll be at my most" y/n continues to dig with out pausing "Thats...actually really smart" I try to get back in y/n's good side "Yea she was so smart when we were cleaning her living room with all the blood!" She ignores my comment making me a bit hurt. Once the hole was deep enough that we had to climb one another to get out we throw the body into it "well that was a lot" Dabi wipes off sweat from his forehead "Toga and I still have to burn our clothes" y/n looks at me "What!? Why!?" "We got blood on it" "Can't we just wash it off or something?" "Sure but it'll be difficult" I look at her with pleading eyes "...fine but we do have to burn the towel" "Okay! Dabi can do that!" I hug her but she doesn't hug me back.