if things were different

4-1

"get ready everyone were leaving soon" my mother called from downstairs today we were going to something called a safe house because my parents were part of some order to destroy my dark lord which made me really cross that they actually were speaking about it in front of me like really obviously they didnt know my plans of wanting to become a death eater so it wasnt 100% their fault but i was still caught up in the whole mix.

once we were at the safe house sirius black lupin tonks a few ministry people and belive it or not snape he surprised me the most out of everyone but i wasn't allowed in the meetings.

one morning i woke up and made my way downstairs only to be met with the order and surprise surprise granger and potter "good morning order hello Mudblood potter" i said and everyone was shocked "so why can't i join your order" i asked "well because um you know your you" my father said " ah yes a slytherin but snape is also a slytherin just in case you forgot but you will allow a Mudbloods in damn stupid fucking club anyway" i hissed and left

'pop''pop' two red heads appeared in front of me "what' i said " dont what us we just wanted to talk" fred said " well i dont and im leaving goodbye tolerable weasleys" i said and left apparently i wasnt allowed to tell anyone about the order or where we were all my letters were taken from me so i coudnt answer them or reply the worst part was that i couldn't see my friends or draco with i was sad about but i knew when i saw them again i had a lot of explaining to do.

"hello everyone do you have my mail since its been taken from me" i said rudely "no mail but you got a package which we could give you its been checked its on the counter" my mother said "WHAT THE FUCK WHY DID YOU CHECK MY STUFF I HAVNT BEEN ALLOWED TO TALK OR SEE MY FRIENDS THE WHOLE SUMMER BECAUSE IVE BEEN WITH THIS STUPID ORDER WHO BY THE WAY I DONT LIKE NOW YOU CHECK MY STUFF WHY" i yelled making the whole house shake "because" my father replied 'the only people in this house who i remotely like is kreacher because he hates mudbloods just much as me and is professor snape now because everyone but me is in this little organisation but me you can all leave me alone" i spat and went upstairs when i opened the gift i saw a mirror a card and a ring i firstly opened the card which hadn't been opened yet i dont think they saw it as it was under the paper

dear my love

i havnt spoken to you the whole summer are you ok everyone is worried mother and father say you have a good reason but i have to talk to you so here put the ring on then put the diamond anywhere on the mirror and just wait

-DM

So i did what the letter told me i opened the small velvet box and saw small diamond ring

"wow " i said and put it on the mirror soon the mirror changed "draco" i questioned "hey princess i miss you" "i miss you more it torture here in the place i hate it i hate all of them i miss you all they take my mail and dont give it to me then they won't allow me to owl out it horrible its like prison" i said "oh princess dont say that i"ll see you soon i promise" he siad"okay love i miss you bye" "bye" he said

DRACOS POV
She's really that in happy maybe I can help "father can I talk to you about something important without mother knowing" I asked "what is it Draco" he said to me "well you know y/n shares the same beliefs as someone we know well you know well she sort of told me something and I was hoping maybe you could help her" I said "go on Draco"he said to me "well she told me she's been writing letters to the dark lord since she can remember she said she believes he has the best ideology and way of life she said she doesn't believe mudbloods should be allowed in our world and well I Was hoping you know could ask the dark lord about her" I said quite scared "Draco you have chosen a very good girlfriend I will speak to the dark lord" he said proudly "thank you father" I said and left

LUCIUS POV
She wants to join the dark lord impressive girl she could've been my child i will do my best to try and help her on her quest to become a death eater.

Y/N POV
Today was the day we leave for our fifth year at hogwarts i had my bags packed ands ready to leave with my horrendous family apparently some people from the order had decided to come with us which just caused me to become more angry like what the hell why do they need to come and tag along once we got to the station it was full it was nice seeing all the kids going into their first year not knowing what was happening to them in the current years. everyone was saying there goodbyes and ignoring me like i had the invisibility coat on "good bye parents" i said " goodbye y/n see you perhaps" my father said " bye" was all my mother siad "oh and good bye you people" i said pointing  to the order and i walked off looking for my friends but i couldn't find any of them  so i decided to go and find the others on my way to the compartment i finally found my friends but they were at the back of the train "hey guys" i said coming into the train taking my rightful seat next to draco "hey y/n/n"they all greeted me happily "hey princess" draco said holding my thigh "how was your summer we didn't hear from you at all" daphne said concerned " i know my parents had taken my letters and weren't letting me send anything it was like prison" i told them my hand was now under the table and draco was holding it " did you hear about potter and his trial " draco spat " of curse i did i spent my summer with the Mudblood and potter thinking they better than everyone" i hissed just as my brothers walked past "what did you tell them" fred said concerned " nothing dont worry you and them are safe just leave" i said venom dripping on each word "shit i like the new you its funny to see people be scared of you" blaise teased " thanks zabini" i said " well i think we should all go get ready" pansy said motioning for everyone to leave except draco and i "thank you" i mouthed to her and she winked and they all left " ive missed you so much" draco said leaning down to kiss me " i ve missed you more baby" i said kissing him i got onto his lap and was stradling him and he let out a low moan he let go of my lips and started kissing down my neck leaving purple hues and now it was my turn to moan as he found my sweet spot "mmm Dray we have to get ready to" I said but he didn't let go "no I havnt seen you all summer and I need to make up for lost time so be a good girl for me" he said and I let him continue until we were interrupted by the door slamming open " what is going on here"pansy said teasing us as I got of his lap "nothing Parkinson" Draco hissed "well tell that to Y/n'S neck they're gonna notice it but I'll help if you tell me your dating" she said already knows that Draco hadn't told anyone yet "fine were dating now shut up" Draco spat "I knew it" she said and the rest made their way in "I'm gonna go get dressed see you just now"I siad and left