Mafias babygirl||FF

Love you?

I sat outside for awhile, the wind blowing on my face, hearing birds, it's just relaxing at this point. But im thinking a lot too! I mean I wanna safe Namjoon and get out of here for good! But at the same time I'm scared! Even tho I told myself I have to change. I guess that some people just can't change. I don't know for how long I was outside, but I suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder. I looked behind me and saw Jungkook. My heart started to beat faster and to be honest! I don't even know if it beats that fast because I'm scared or not. He sat down next to me and sighed. "How is your work going so far?" I asked him. He looked at me and then away. "Fine." He answered shortly. "Jungkook! Look, I'm sorry! I know I shouldn't taken all my stupid thoughts out on you. I really regret it!" I looked down and he held my hand. "I know you are! I think that you just need to get a hold of yourself and accept that this is reality! Namjoon treated you to much like a sensitive baby! That's not how any mafia leader treats a woman! He is weak! I'm here to show you how the world really is Y/n. I love you and want the best for you but you just gotta learn to respect me more! Because I'm the boss not you!" He said. Played with my fingers while still looking down. "Can you learn to respect me more? Because if you don't, I'll heart you so bad!" My heart skipped a beat when he said that. "I'll try." I said in a low voice. "No! You won't try you'll change now!" He said a little aggressive. I nodded and said "okay! I'll change." I looked at him and he looked at me. We made eye contact for a long time and he suddenly leaned in. He kissed me and I kissed him back. My heart was beating so fast and I wrapped my hands around his neck. I can't explain the feeling that I have when I'm around him. I feel weak, safe and loved at the same time. But Namjoon! I can't do this to him. I pulled away from the kiss and hugged him instead. "I'm starting to get cold! I wanna go inside." He nodded. We walked together inside and I went straight to the bedroom. I laid down in bed and tried to express my feelings for him. After 30 minutes I stood up and changed into a bikini:

I went to the inside pool and just stayed there for awhile. I tried to get my thoughts clear when I heard a door open. It's probably Lisa! She always had to check on me. I felt two arms around my waist and I turned around. Jungkook was looking at me while smirking. "Are you here all alone?" I nodded and smiled. I looked at him for awhile and then felt again my heart beating fast. I didn't want to but I couldn't help it. I leaned in and kissed him. He kissed immediately back and he held around my waist. I jumped under the water and wrapped my arms around his waist. We made out for awhile until he pulled away. "Baby, that was a nice surprise." I blushed and looked away. He held my thighs and I sighed. "I-I-" I cut myself off as I didn't know how to say it. "What? What's wrong?" He asked and kissed my neck. I looked him in the eyes and said "I-I think I L-love you!" I confessed and looked away. "Look at me and say that again!" I sighed and looked at him. "I think I love you." He kissed me after I said that. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he carried me to the bedroom. He threw me on the bed and hovered over me. He kissed my neck and I grabbed his hair and moved my hips. He looked at me deeply and said "I love you so much more Y/n."

To be continued...