I settled on the edge of my bed, with my head in my hands. Anthony would never love me, let alone even think about loving me. A lone tear slid down my right cheek, why would he love me. I stood up, and dragged my feet toward the bathroom, I tugged the top cabinet open and reached for my familiar blade.
"He would never love me," I told myself repeatedly, putting the cold blade against my skin, "Never,"
And let my hand to the work.
-~ Anthony's POV (Chilled) -~
I suddenly awoke for the hundredth time in the past 5 hours, something feels off. My eyes flashed over to my alarm clock, squinting at the brightness, 2:05 am. Steven told me that his flight leaves at 6:45 am, and I have to pick him up at the airport at... some point? I can't remember. Maybe I should call Steven and check? Yeah, yeah I'll do that.
"Hey, Steven, I'm just checking when I should pick you up from the airport?" I told him.
"It's like 2 am." He groaned.
"Oh crap. I forgot you have to sleep for your flight!"
"Don't worry about it, Anthony, my flight should get there around 1 pm,"
"Alright thanks! Oh and hey Steven is something wrong?" I can't help but feel something is wrong.
"U-um no. E-every thing is completely fi-fine,"
He doesn't sound very convincing, I'll ask him about it later.
"Oh okay buddy, goodnight - er um good morning?"
"Thanks Anthony,"
He's going through this all for me. I couldn't help but feel a twinge of pain in my heart from why he's flying to New York. My Jessica... gone.
I sighed breathlessly as I slowly shut my eyes again, afraid to dream, knowing what was awaiting me.
I was driving away from the airport, Steven peacefully asleep in the seat next to mine. I smiled, admiring how his lips curved up at the ends, into a faint smile. The road we were driving on almost looked abandoned, almost. I was too busy thinking to notice a car coming from the opposite direction, briefly drifting into our lane, before I knew it, everything went black.
I saw myself, sitting in the seat next to Steven's hospital bed, his heart monitor slowing down, I stood up and rushed to his side.
"My RoyalViking... I did this to you... I killed my best friend,"
Then the monitor stopped completely, drowning the room in an eerie beep.
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Random~ZeRoyalChaos Fanfiction~ After Jess harshly breaks up with Chilled, Ze (Steven) flies to New York to comfort Chilled (Anthony), only that Chilled isn't hurt by the breakup anymore. What will happen if 2 guys are alone in an a house together for 2 w...