What Have I Done?! (pt. 2 of 2)

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I don't own this song at all! It belongs to LeAnn Rimes. The video belongs to Hader Hassan on YouTube! I also don't own these lyrics either! Speaking of which, there will be some different words than what you're about to read and hear.

*A few hours later, Luan was already awake. She stared out the window with a sad look on her face. She had tears in her eyes.*

Lori: Luan.......?! Are you okay?!

*Luan didn't answer at all. She was feeling guilty about what happened back in Michigan.*

Terra: Luan, sweetie, please answer your sister........! Is something wrong?!

*Luan then started to sing a heartbreaking song.*

Luan:*sings* Oh my sis, what have I done?! Oh my sis, what have I done?!

I shot an arrow in your heart that
I can't take back
When I said, "You were my first love
But you are not my last"

For far too long I hid my face
I fed off your forgiving grace
Well I know your pride it must've
Took a beating
When I used your love to rob your freedom
What have I done?

Oh what have I done?
What have I done?
There's a hurt in me I don't understand
What have I done?
What have I done?
I broke the sweetest heart of the only sis
That's ever loved me............

I don't know what I've become
I need to get back to where I'm from
I'm gonna smash every mirror in this empty house
'Cause like you I don't wanna see myself
Oh, what have I done?!

Oh what have I done?
What have I done?
There's a hurt in me I don't understand
What have I done?
What have I done?
I broke the sweetest heart of the only sis
That's ever loved me............

I hope you find someone new
Someone who's worthy of you
Oh when you look back and I know you will
I hope you find a little good in me still
'Cause I loved you enough to let you go
I'll always regret
I hope you know
What I have done

Oh what have I done?
What have I done?
There's a hurt in me I'll never understand
What have I done?
What have I done?
I broke the sweetest heart of the only sis
That's ever loved me............

Oh my sis, what have I done?! Oh my sis, what have I done..........?!

*After Luan finished singing, she broke down crying.*

Lori: Luan, it's okay! It wasn't your fault!

Luan:*crying* YES IT IS, LORI!!!!!!!!! I'M A FAILURE!!!!!!!!! WHAT KIND OF SISTER DOES THIS?!?!?!?!?!? I'M NO SISTER AT ALL!!!!!!!!!! I'M A MONSTER!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU WOULD'VE BEEN BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME ON EARTH!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DIDN'T I DIE INSTEAD, HUH?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Terra: Luan Markov Loud! Don't say that ever again! Nobody would be better off without you! Not even me or Lori!

Lori: She's right, Luan! And if it makes you feel any better, I already forgave you!

*Luan let out a sad sigh and continued sobbing.*

Terra: Poor Luan.........!

Lori: You said it, Terra! I have a bad feeling about what she might do........!

*A few more hours later, it was dark. They stopped at a motel for the night. It was surprisingly clean. After checking in, they went to bed. Luan cried herself to sleep.*

Note: Next chapter will be a time skip where they reach Jump City, California!

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