you've got my entire broken heart punctured by a thousand needles,
why would i believe it could have even been the slightest idyll,
my angriness has no limits knowing i've lost your company,
well, at least i will be living in my absolute mystery,
even if it hurts so much to see you holding another hand,
i still hope for my broken pieces to warmly fill your dreamland,
thousands droplets of my midnight tears falling down for countless hours,
the Lethe, drowning fading smiles accompanied by withered flowers,
fresh early morning and feeling my heart twirling when i see you,
tortuous feeling being, even after everything we've been through,
after all these months i've realised i just miss the way things were,
you and me, yourself and i, we weren't fighting this messy war,
but the happy memories are already burning up my head,
already unconsciously forgetting all the mean things you said.
