Hate the Feeling; Mattheo Riddle
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  • Time 4h 49m
Complete, First published Sep 02, 2022
"SNOW, SNOW WAIT! Please, you know I love you. You feel it too, you told me!" His eyes had a pleading look to it. His hand grabbed my arm and put it on my heart. "You must feel that!" 
"That's where you're wrong, I don't feel the fear of it anymore, it's gone, I'm numb to it, and it's because of you and your stupid lies and fucking manipulation!"  
THIS IS A SLOW BURN! 
Context(important): 
Snow potter and Harry Potter are siblings and Harry is one year older. They both have a scar and protection from their mother's love and are both famous and enemies of Voldemort. They were separated at birth to be kept more safe and harder to find from Voldemort's followers. She grew up in the USA and went to a school for witchcraft and wizardry like Hogwarts. She had a dark past there- She started school a year earlier than Harry and others because that's the system there. 
Snow Potter would visit Hogwarts every single year at the end of the year to get close with her brother and make friends but also to help with conflicts ( she was there to find Sirius Black, Sorcerer's Stone, etc. Btw, she went to school in the US(witchcraft) and it was slightly more advanced there so she knows more than Harry. 
 Warning: Mentions of suicide, ptsd, torture, self harm, etc. 
I don't own any of the characters here except Snow Potter, Tyler, Loren, and other non canon characters other than Mattheo. This is my first story so go easy on me lmfao   
Notable Rankings: 
#1 in chochang
#1 in thechosenone 
Book Started: 09/02/2022 
Book Ended: 10/27/2022 
HAS NOT BEEN EDITED.
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