Den Noona✅ (Reverse Harem OT7)

Forty-Four

The guys had a meeting at 11:30, Namjoon asked me to sit in on the meeting and take notes. Not sure when it happened but I went from secret girlfriend and English tutor to not-so-secret but still secret girlfriend, English tutor and assistant.

After the meeting we got lunch as promised. I made sure they boys were taken care of before sitting down on Jimin's right and digging in. I glance up to see Jin looking at me, but not because of how fast I was eating

"If I keep myself busy I won't have time to think and if I can't think I can't sulk" I explained slurping my noodles obnoxiously loud "Sorry"

"Babydoll we are used to your eating habits" Jimin chuckled with a pat to my thigh

"Did you get an appointment scheduled with Dr. Han" Namjoon asked looking up at with skepticism

"Yes, I did" I pulled out my phone and showed him the confirmation email I got. I was serious about doing better

"Good girl" he smiled and went back to eating happily. I leaned over to grab a soda from the table and felt a pinch on my butt. Assuming it was Jimin I turned ready to scold him but he was too busy using both hands to eat the I felt a pat on top of my head as I sat back down

"Hi Honey" Taehyung grinned above me. He stayed back to talk with one of their managers so he was just arriving for lunch

I just chuckled in defeat "Hi TaeTae" he decided he could fit in the small space next me and wedged himself in making me scoot closer to Jimin "There are several other seats"

"I'm fine right here" he gave an overly cheesy smile. I set my bowl down and began fixing his food "Noona you don't hav-"

"Leave her alone Taehyung" Jin spoke sternly. He nodded respectfully to his elder as I mouthed 'thank you' to Jin

"Here, dig in" I handed Taehyung his bowl with all his favorite toppings

"Thank you Noona" he looked in his bowl "I swear you know me better than I know myself"

"We've been together for almost a year, I should know some things about you" I said with a hushed chuckle just in case other staff were nearby. The room grew quiet causing me to look up at everyone

"Wow, it's almost been a year already" Hoseok said swallowing his food

"Yeah" Namjoon smiled shyly trying not to blush. He continued eating

"Noona, I know this year hasn't been very kind to you especially in the last few months but, and I hope it doesn't sound too selfish of me, will you stay with us for another year?" Jungkook asked, putting pressure in the atmosphere.

"Jungkook I have to be honest with you. I can't answer you right now, I-I have a lot to consider before I blindly say yes or no" I could see his feelings were hurt but he smiled anyway "I'm sor-"

"It's okay Noona, really we understand. Can't blame a guy for trying though" Yoongi's warm smile took my focus.

After lunch I clean up everything and make a stop in the restroom. Fortunately it was empty so I locked myself in a stall and broke down, silently. I allowed myself a few minutes to get it out and after many deep breaths I calmed down and left the stall. I splashed cold water on my face and patted dry with a paper towel.

I left the bathroom and went to Yoongi's studio. I knocked waiting for entrance. He opened the door wide silently inviting me in. He sat back in his chair and I gave him some time to finish what he was doing before speaking.

"Are you guys mad at me?"

"No"

"Okay" The room grew quiet. I played with my fingers

"Noona, we'd be sad if you say no but I would completely understand and I know they would too. I wouldn't blame you"

"It feels like I'm running away, like I'd be abandoning y'all"

"Baby I know you're feeling conflicted right now but I don't want you to. I want you to be happy and if leaving Korea will do that then so be it"

What will leaving actually accomplish Ami? Huh? It won't change the past. It won't stop the nightmares. It won't stop the tears. Is leaving Korea really the answer? There are people here who love you dearly and are practically begging you to stay. You said you loved them back, how will breaking their hearts prove that? But I'd be going back to my family, my parents, my brothers and my friends; people I missed so much and also loved, that loved me back too...

"Hellooo? Babydoll are you still on this planet?" Yoongi asked snapping his fingers in front of my face

"What? Sorry I didn't realize I zoned out"

"Just promise us you'll really think on it before making a final decision"

"I promise"

Another day was done, it was late when I got home. I was actually the last one to arrive. Some went home early after finishing their work. I stayed behind organizing their individual and group schedules. It was good busy work but my mind still wondered when I was alone.

"You look so tired, want me to run you a bath?" Jin asked wrapping me into a warm hug

"That would be nice"

"Come on" he held my hand as we walked upstairs to his room first. He moved his RJ plush and sat me down "I'll be right back" Jin left the room to get the bath started and I fell back on his bed

He came back a few minutes later and laid next to me "Hey handsome" a tired, weak smile curves my lips

"Hey beautiful, do you still want the bath? If not you can just sleep here tonight"

"No, I still want it. Will you get in with me?" I figured he might've showered already since he was one of the ones to leave early today but he said yes anyway

"Of course," he stood up, grabbed both my arms and pulled me up "Do I need to toss you over my shoulder?"

"I'm coming" we get in the bathroom and undress. He steps in first and helps me climb in. Jin rest in the corner and I find comfort sitting between his legs

"Feeling better?"

"Much" he scooped the warm water in his hands and tricked it down my back and shoulders before wrapping his arms around me "Thank you baby"

"Anything for my love" my head fell into the space between his neck and shoulder while he rubbed my thighs. I reached for his right hand under the water and placed it on my upper thigh "You sure?"

"Mmhmm" I part my legs enough for him to touch me. In true Jin fashion he starts off slow and sensual, not applying too much pressure but to my surprise that's how he kept it. A gentle massage on my pleasure button, low hummed moans filled the bathroom and I melted into the water "Jinnie that feels so good" escaped my lips in a whisper

"You want me to keep going?" His plumped lips grazed the side of my neck, every now and then leaving soft kisses behind

"Yes, please. Don't stop" his fingers finally slid in my eager entrance and I shuddered, Jin moved his index and middle fingers in and out slowly. I held onto his still arm as my hips moved on their own to catch his rhythm. His thumb moved around my clit and I could myself tightening around his finger "Jin you're gonna make me cum" I moaned biting at his skin

"Let go my love" he kissed my head and pulled out one last when I finally came. My body felt light as I sank into his chest "Let me wash you and get you in bed" I nodded, feeling my heartbeat slowly go back to normal

After the bath I put on a nightgown Jin kept in his room from the last time I slept with him. He helped me oil my body before we climbed in bed. I laid on my back with him between my legs, his head lying on my chest and his arms wrapped snugly around my body

"I love you Kim Seokjin"

"I love you Ami Porter"

With those final words we both laid in a comfortable silence until we drifted off to sleep holding one another