im saved, finally [an "adopted by" phan ff]

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Phil's thoughts

*Phil's pov

I woke up at about 12:30pm.

See...if I go to bed that late, I won't have time to do really anything productive the next day. Riley was already up before me and Dan was still sleeping. I walk to the kitchen to grab some brunch.

"Good mor-" I got cut off

I thought Riley would be in the kitchen, but she wasn't.

I made myself some cereal and sat in the lounge pondering on random, useless thoughts. Some how I got on the subject of depression.
A battle
A battle between your demons and your self being

Then...then it occured to me.
Didn't it say on Riley's file, that she had depression...

I put my bowl of cereal down. I had lost my appetite. I ran to my room and looked in my small cabinet, that's where I keep my important files most of the time. I found Riley's file, the one we got at the adoption center. I read everything again.
Has depression and anxiety
Most likely has an eating disorder
Yep...
I was right

Then...then it hit me
What if she self harmed
Or is self harming...

No...she wouldn't do that, Right?
No, she wouldn't
But what if she is

I need to look at Riley's arms...

I felt uneasy, like I was gonna faint or throw up.

I ran to the bathroom and put my head in the toilet. I barfed.

I still felt like I was faint at any second. The edges of my vision started to get darker. My view started to blurrier. I heard the door open.
Everything got black

*Riley's pov

I was in my bedroom, on my MacBook, just scrolling through tumblr. Looking at all the #phan, #Merome, and #h2ovanoss edits.
Ugh...I really need to use the bathroom
But it's to farrrrrrrr

I get up and make my way to the bathroom. It smelled horrible in there.
Like vomit.

I saw Phil sprawled across the bathroom floor, unconscious.

"DAN!!!!!" I scream

My breaths started to get shorter and quicker.

I was having a panic attack
"DAN!!!!!"

He runs in to the bathroom

"Uh...uh" he says in panic

I try to control my breathing but it only made it worse

"D-a-a-nnn" I whezze

He was panicking

He got out his phone and called 999 (a/n that's the term for 911 in the UK, Right?)

He told them what happened

"We'll be right there sir" I heard from the other line

He hung up

I was in the corner of the bathroom, curled up in a ball.

He knelt down to me

"It's gonna be okay Riley..."

All I do is nod rapidly

My breathing started to get a little better.

He hugged me and kept on telling me that everything was gonna be okay
What if it's not though

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