im saved, finally [an "adopted by" phan ff]

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*here's the mega chapter for 'ya

↓*plz read↓
If you've read my other fan fiction, My brother is in Team crafted, then some of this chapter (I'll say when) will be very very familiar ;)

*Pj's pov

I was debating on when I should tell Riley the news.

I walk over to Riley and kneel down to her

"hey....um....Riley?"

She closes her laptop

"yes Pj? Is everything okay?"

"about that..." I mumble

She lifts one eyebrow

"okay...promise me...you won't freak out"
She's still gonna freak out so what kind of difference will this make

"I promise"

"okay...today we're gonna pick up Phil from the hospital" I say with a smile

"YAY!"

"But there's bad news also..."

Her happiness automatically turns in to worry

"Dan...he's in a coma...and they said...that he might never wake up... Ever"

She started to sob

"no..." she mumbled

"NO!" She screamed

I held her real close to me

"Everything is gonna be okay if we stay strong lovely" I whisper

Her crying started to slow down

"But it isn't, I know, it isn't"

"Well, we need to get you cleaned up. We have to pick up Phil at four and it's already 3:45"

"Please don't go Pj...you comfort me"

I squeezed her tighter

"Oh...okay..." she laughs

"I don't need that much comfort" she laughs

I smile

"Go get ready"

"Okay"

She goes to her bedroom.

I go to the guest bedroom to also get ready.

*Riley's pov

Fake laughs
Fake smiles
Fake everything
I just wanna die with my dad

I grabbed my stuffed animal, Rocky and took the blades out of the small slit in her back

I aligned the blade to my wrist
One cut
Two cuts
Three cuts
Four cuts

My lower arm bled out. I winced at the pain but grinned at the same time
Let the pain go away with even more pain

I got a paper towel to dry the blood.
That feels so much better

I got out my my gray, flowy crop top to be matched with gray to black ombrè leggings, paired with my black converse. I got my black bracelets out, I use those to cover up my scars.

"Are you ready Riley?!" I hear Pj scream from the lounge

"Almost!"

I put on my mascara and brushed my dirty blonde hair. I started to feel cramps in my stomach
Fuck....Riley...Not now