I'm not gonna lie to you and tell you everything's going to be fine, because in the real world you never know what to expect. One day you feel close to someone and the next they act like you're just another human. But why?
I'm going to be honest, if it wasn't for my overthinking, I probably would have killed myself by now. But the reason I haven't is because I think of all the people who would miss me if I left, mostly family and friends, and this one girl who I don't feel like I know anymore. Some of the people listed above sadly have removed me from their life and that's okay! :) I still know I have a few people. But it just sucks when you thought you were everything to someone and you're nothing to them. At least you feel like it. These reasons were the reasons I was still here. But now I don't know anymore.
I plan on moving now, my plan was that if things didn't work out for me and some people in my life I was just going to remove it completely and live freely in my own world. The only thing is that I'll miss my family and some of my friends when I do move because I'll be over 500 miles away from them. But I hope everyone has a wonderful day! :)
