I'm A Good Girl With A Dirty Mind (IAGGWADM)

Chapter 48

**PRECIOUS POV**

Napa tingin ako kay Momma nang bigla nalang syang magtatalon habang masayang pinapakita kila Dad Yung PT na hawak nya.

" I'm going to be a daddy!" Masayang lumapit sakin si Ser at mahigpit akong yinakap. Kahit na tulala ako ay gumanti parin ako ng yakap sa kanya.

"Ouhms." Tumatangong sabi ko habang nawiwirduhang naka tingin sa kanya.

Hindi ko alam kung anong nagawa ko at bakit ganyan sila kasaya nang malamang buntis ako.

' I thought they will get mad at me after knowing that I am pregnant. Lol.'

I was looking on the other side when my Mom suddenly topped my shoulder. It gave me a small heart shock! Gizzz!

"Thank you, baby! Hindi mo alam Kung gaano mo kami napasaya.." masaya ngang sabi ni Momma habang matamis na naka ngiti sakin.

"Hehe. Did I ??" Nangangapa kong Sabi.

" Yes of course!"

"Alright." Nasabi ko nalang. I don't know why kung ba't feeling ko parang di ako masaya na magkaka baby na ko??? It's just that I'm afraid to be a mother this early.

I feel like shivering when I imagine carrying a little angel in my arms, holding her Bear fingers, and looking at her happily. Maybe I am just afraid for her? 

' takot na baka maranasan nya yung hirap na dinanas ko simula ng pagkasilang ko palang.'

Honestly, I never forget those days na isang kahid isang tuka ako.  Though I live in a happy family, even Nanang Jess is only there for me to take care of me, but when I thought that I sometimes begged for my biological parents love and care, I couldn't avoid feeling sad and lonely. The pain is still there, arching and shouting.

I lived a simple life for a long time, and it is fine with me because I never experienced being unloved. Nanang Jess shows me what the love of parents is; she never makes me feel alone; she did her best to make me feel precious like a brilliant.

I just felt left alone when she died and left me. I felt like trash that day. I felt so down and weak until I found my happiness in scyneth company. Ser Aljon Brian Costudio came into my life; he's the light of my life. He changed my messy life, indeed.

' Before, my only wish was to meet my biological parents and have a bond with them; I never assumed to be part of their family either.. Sa loob ng mahabang panahon,  I knew they just abandoned me and forgot me because they don't like me, they don't care about me, they don't need me in their lives, and I am only trash in their eyes. But I was wrong; that was a mistake to think that they are witches and gibberish parents. '

I have learned in life that judging people you don't know yet is somehow heartbreaking.

I look at my Momma's eyes and burst into cry.

"Shhh baby what's wrong??" Yinakap ako ni Momma pabalik at sinimulang patahanin.

"Thank you, Mom, for reaching out to me," I said between the sobs. "I am sorry, Momma, for thinking bad things about you." Mas lalo pa akong humagulgol kaya maging si Ser ay napalapit na sakin.

"Love. Don't cry, please." kinuha ako ni Ser kay Momma at kinulong ako sa mga braso nya.

"Thank you, Ser.," Sambit ko at saka kinalma ang sarili ko.

Huhhu why naman ganito self. Bakit ba ang iyakin mo whueeeee huhuhu..

"You don't need to be sorry, Precious." mahinahong ani Ser, suminghot ako at tumingala sa kanya. Yumakap ako sa kanya at sumandal sa  balikat nya, napansin ko ang tainga ni Ser at napa titig Doon.