He rocks within his hammock's gentle sway
betwixt the poplars he declin'd to cut,
considering this vilest trick his Spouse
hath play'd on him, producing devil spawn
and as he swings remembers t'eve before
contracting fever in the mountain range—
a memory that isn't his yet still
can he envision as the light of day—
wherein his Spouse did flirt with Saunterer
who later did reveal devilish 10
intent to her, but clearly not before
she let him plant his seed inside her womb.
Our Pilgrim gazes at his blacken'd hand,
here recognizing Sky and Earth bestow'd
a greater punishment to him than this
without his even knowing til this day.
He puts his arm across his face and weeps
into his sleeve, asham'd by cuckoldry,
and as his vision's cover'd by his arm,
there's steps' approach so softly on the grass 20
and next he hears the Midwife say to him:
"I've seen this sort of thing be done before
and you can make it work if but thou try—"
"Thou'st seen a woman bear a monstrous beast
with fangs and evil eyes and deaden'd skin
who cries with rage? Is all this typical?
Another day midwifing for the poor?"
Our Pilgrim's throat doth close and choke his speech.
The Midwife nods at this, acknowledging
the rotten prank that fate hath pull'd on him, 30
yet still she stresses what she means to say:
"I shan't pretend to know what both of ye
experienc'd on journey'ng from the South,
but what's been clarified to me with how
the two of ye've behav'd since coming here
is there's a stronger bond that ties your hearts
than any couple I have help'd before.
Whatever did occur to bring this babe
t'exist instead of th'one you wanted t'raise
is in the past, and thou must make a choice 40
to keep on loving her and raise her son
as if he is thine own—with all the love
thou wouldst have given one who shar'd thy blood
in order that you raise him to a man
who may not share thy flesh, but will indeed
th'ideals you instill within his heart;
or else thine other choice is leave thy Spouse
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As Ever Like the Sun & Moon at War
PoetryA troubled Pilgrim sets upon a road in search by sun and storm of paradise; a vain Pariah's banish'd from his home to render justice by the moonlit night: two individuals who share a flesh, each unalike in methods and beliefs, yet fated consequence...