When I Try To Be HER

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Authors note ; [ this is gonna be a short chapter , but I'll write more in the next chapter ]

Kate's POV
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I just let it all go . I've become so horrible that I can't stand even looking at myself . I forgot what happened and I am deciding to start over , and let Noah take over my control and my feelings . It's all a distant memory , I tell myself .

Over the next few days I've been feeling bad . I don't know if I actually have forgotten , although there's a par of me that tells me ' NO YOU HAVE NOT ' and I scream . I start crying and Noah comes over to comfort me . He keeps telling me " it's gonna be okay , it's okay baby it's okay , please it's okay " . I know it's not okay . The people who tried to murder my mom and sister , and Summers+Melodys mom , well they've been charged but they got out of jail ... I don't even know how ...
Suddenly the phone rings . Noah answers .
" Hey ... just letting you know , I murdered you're girlfriends mom and her sweet little sister ... " .
Noah starts yelling and he calls 911 . He informs them of the call and they check my house . Indeed the caller did kill my mom ... but my sister is okay .
The voices in my head make he scream , and I can't stop crying ... FOUR MONTHS AGO I WAS FINE , I WAS A REALLY GOOD SWEET GIRL , AND EVER SINCE NOAH CAME ALONG LOOK WHAT HAPPENED I think to myself .
I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE !

I breakdown , letting everyone hear because I don't care anymore . Noah can't make me forget . I can't do anything about it . It's all over .

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