Hopeless Hopes

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You have always failed me
More than just
Time and time again
And yet
With each pretty word you utter
I seem to always wonder
If you would finally change
Your soul-crushing ways
Always leaving me to
A painstaking ponder

How I despise having this feeling
Of always expecting something
With the rush of a crash
And a boom and a slash
Always coming at the end
Because I just cannot help
But hold onto everything
And anything
You have said

Oh,
It only causes my unhappiness
And this endless ache within my heart
I have never felt so lonely
For I have always put you first
And never myself
In this long life of mine
Which shouldn't be called ours

And so,
In this life of mine
Which I somehow have to call ours
I seem to hold on
To hopeless hopes
The types I know
Will never come
Or even dawn upon

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