I Miss You

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I miss you
God,
I miss you so bad
And everyday without you
Feels like another dreary end
And I don't want
To turn to the very last page
Because I know
Nothing will ever
Be the same

And I am quite certain
We aren't even on the same book anymore
Oh,
How am I suppose to move on?
I thought I knew everything,
I thought everything would be okay...
How did things
End this way?

And I hope that you know
I think of you every single day
Your laughter and your smile;
Always stuck in my head
Like a song I love being on replay

And perhaps I was wrong
But when I saw you
In the corner of my eye
I could have sworn you were trying
To catch a glimpse,
To steal a glance,
Of my face;
Of a girl that you would once call "Mine"

And perhaps it is all
Just in my head
But if it is true
(Even though it's probably
My mind playing cruel tricks on me)
I wonder
I wonder
I wonder
What page of the same book
(Yes,
The same book which I look at
And think of
More than just occasionally),
You are at right now?

Because I miss you
God,
I miss you so damn bad
But most of all,
To the boy with tousled brown hair,
I miss the friendship
We once had

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