Where is your heart tonight

Chapter Thirty Four

Have you

It's the end of July now. Ten weeks after our romantic weekend. I have been a fiancee for ten weeks. Four months ago I would have laughed at you if you said that to me. He went back to the states to work on new music with the band and some of his own. Every chance he's got he's on the phone chatting to me. In two weeks I am going to Boston to be with him.

I have been feeling a little different in myself. I have been a little fluey. The last time I spoke to Jordan, he was going to drop everything and fly over because he didn't like me being sick and him being thousands of miles away. My body feels different. I wouldn't be surprised if our life changed that weekend. The whole weekend we fucked each other. We only stopped for sleep and eating. The rest of the time we were at it making up for lost time apart. He was like an energizer bunny on steroids.

I look at myself in the mirror my boobs are bigger. Oh crap. We might just have. I am standing with a test ready to go and find out. Haven't really thought about it as I have been light during my monthly. My clothes don't fit me anymore especially my bras don't anymore. I never really thought of it. I have noticed my breasts are bigger than normal. My stomach which bulges through my t-shirt which does sit above as there is a gap between my shorts and t-shirt.

I am doing this on my own as he is still in Boston sorting out everything for me to arrive plus the band is working on new material. He had said he is also sorting out new material for himself too. It's been a while since he had an album out. The last one was Unfinished. I picked up three yes three tests just make sure. Now I am waiting on the results.

Beep.

I looked at the first one 2 little lines were staring at me. Same with tests 2 and 3.

Omg, I'm pregnant. He wasn't really hundred per cent wanting a child. Now we having one.

I rub my belly. Then I notice a small baby bump. I haven't had any morning sickness so that way I haven't noticed. I thought I put on weight. I look at myself in the restroom mirror. I turn to my side. My boobs were definitely bigger. I look glowing. I have six more months to go. All I had was fluey symptoms nothing that made me feel that I was pregnant. Damn that weekend. Wait until I tell him.

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I went for my appointment at the doctor which confirmed I was. Can't deny it as I was showing. I have a nice small bump. The doctor did an ultrasound too. The nurse rubbed the cold gel onto my tummy for the machine to work when she moves the wand over it. She placed the wand onto my tummy. I could hear the baby's heartbeat for the first time.

"There is the heartbeat you can hear. And here is your baby on the screen. Looks you are about three months pregnant. Need to start taking pregnancy vitamins. From the dates and the size of the baby, the conceive date is around the 17th of May. Due date around the 14th to 17th February. It's not clear but there could be two. Congratulations you may have twins as the measurements have you slightly bigger than having the one".

" What?".

"Here there is something behind the baby and there is another faint heartbeat. The machines are good these days but still can miss things. So next scan we will definitely know by then".

Damn, we had sex on his birthday on the 17th well the whole weekend.

And that made it real staring at the image of my baby on the screen. The one little life growing inside of me. Maybe two lives. He may get his wish of a girl.

"Well here is the photo of your baby. If you need any extra help or information don't hesitate to call us ok".

"Thank you".