Where is your heart tonight

Chapter four

I need a melody

Gameshow

After I went back to the cabin because I was feeling crappy cos of the heat. I have a massive headache and have taken something for it. I put on a baseball cap and leave to catch up with the others for the game show. I am going to wear a hat at all times in the sun. If I stand in the shade I will miss stuff.  As soon as I meet up with the others we have split up again as we are all seating in different areas. Kristin, Maria and I have seats in the first 14 rows.

"Have fun in your seats".

" So jealous".

"Ha have fun in the nosebleed section. That will get you back for yesterday" I say back.

The three of us find our seats. And just as I was going to sit down a guy comes up to us. We notice some girls leaving by the stage not long ago.

"Are you Felicity? "

"Yeah".

"You are to come with me".

"Why?".

"These are our seats. She hasn't done anything wrong" replies Maria.

"Nothing like that. She has been picked for the game show".

"I can't" I feel myself shake with nerves. I can't do that in front of people.

"Come on they are waiting to start".

"I can't. I don't want it".

"Go on it will be fun," says Kristin.

Yeah, fun for you but not if your anxiety is kicking in. I do follow the guy. But I'm not enjoying this. What gameshow are they doing this year? They have done them all. I get taken backstage with the rest of the girls there are 10 of us. I guess 2 to a New Kid. How did I get picked for this?. I look at all the other girls here some are really, some were big girls, some were loud and there were a couple of quiet ones. I really didn't want to be here.

"Well hello, ladies. Ready for the show" replies Donnie wearing his trademark black Wahlburger hat.

"What game are we playing?".

" Win Lose or DRAW NKOTB version".

"Where the others?".

" Who's team are we all on".

I am just standing letting the noisy ones fire questions at him.

"They are on their way. You will find out what teams in a moment".

It wasn't long to hear chattering from the other four walking into the room. Soon as the other girls knew they were in the room, they swarmed them. I stood back watching the girls turn into love-struck teenagers. I should be with my friends waiting for them to come on not stand here watching women act half their age. I look away. Can we get this over with?.

" Hey, how come you're not with the others?".

I look at the person talking at me. There was Jon. Phew, not his brother. Oh yeah, he's surrounded by a bunch of crazy women.

"Because I'm not like them".

I don't notice a stare from someone.

" Me neither. I like to sit back and let them soak it up" he replies " Never one for the spotlight. Him on the other hand". He pointed to his brother. "But he does have his moments too".

"Can I have a Jon hug, please?".

" Sure" he replies. Then hugs me. "Better".

"Yea thanks".