"Hi" I mumbled as the front door opened.
I looked up at them.
It'd been weeks since I seen them.
I missed them.
And I know they'd be the right person to talk to about shit.
There was no point in making small talk, I came here for one reason and that was to apologise and ask for help, we'll two reasons if you count that I really wanted to see this person.
"I'm so sorry, I've been an absolute bitch to everyone and I've taken everything for granted, I know I don't"-
I was cut off by them pulling me into a hug. A hug I so desperately needed.
"Come on" I let them pull me into their living room, another room I've missed having parties in and being with everyone.
I sat on their couch, my knee bouncing with how scared and nervous I was.
"Okay, Dani, I know how hard it is to feel the way you're feeling. Trust me, I went through it. My life went to shit and all I done was smoke and drink thinking that would solve everything. It didn't. It just made everything worse. I too was scared of asking for help, I thought it make me weaker. I realise now, looking back, that actually it made me brave. After I got the help I needed and I spoke to people, it made a big difference. I don't think I could be happier right now. So let me help you, I promise you can talk to me. You have nothing to embarrassed about, I'm never going to judge you. I'm always going to be here for you"
I smiled and a tear fell down my face which I quickly wiped off.
At least I can cry.
Now I know I'm not fully numb.
They placed a hand on my knee and smiled which made me feel more comfortable.
"Talk to me"
And so I did.
I sat for 3 hours talking with them and we ended up watching shit on TV.
After we talked, I calmed down and decided I was gonna make things right with my life. I felt a lot better.
We ordered in a Chinese and I stayed the night.
I slept on their couch and within 30 of my head hitting the pillow I fell asleep, I haven't slept in weeks.
I knew talking would help everything.
I knew I could trust them.
I appreciate them so much.
I appreciate Ashton so much.
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