He was mysterious, dangerous, cold, insensitive, and down right rude.
But-
He loved you to hell and back. No matter what, no one would have you, except him. Not even if you didn't love him back.
Why?
He's Levi Ackerman. That's why.
𝙽𝚘𝚗𝚎 𝚘𝚏 �...
(Mentions of mental health/illnesses. Make sure to see a health professional or doctor if you need one. ✨Take care of yourself and drink lots of water✨)
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Dear book Petra gave me,
I won't admit this was a diary. Cute as it may be, this is what Petra gave me to hopefully cope better with what life I realize I got myself wrapped into. Something about anxiety and depression may develop in this kind of job. Maybe they all have their own books of secrets and feelings, it's definitely a Petra and Eren thing to do; they have lots of emotions. Mikasa and the others, not so much.
But I can imagine Levi writes poetry to help himself cope with the stress. He loved English class, and I found a poem he wrote in high school once; it was amazing! He's still worried about me. I'm worried about the outside world. And my book worries about nothing. Cause you're a book. The cycle ends.
It's been a month since the boat fight, but I still get the occasional nightmare. Levi had to wake me up a few times. So he made me go to a family therapist who we could trust, which honestly helped. But it didn't help me with my anxiety. Levi moved us to France! He has yet to ask me out on a date, being in a romantic place. Then again, I haven't really stepped out of the house since we got here. I think we are getting closer though, he has stopped calling me brat and sometimes he called me honey. It weirded me out the first time but I think it's cute.
The change of scenery helped. Maybe I'll take Mikasa and Eren (who I have started to forgive) for a stroll. Hah, that sounds like they're dogs. But they are, Levi's guard dogs. Until next time, peace out Girl Scout.
"Are you done watching that show?" A voice interrupts. It was Eren. The boy who begged forgiveness for the past month. It was working.
She looked up at him as she closed the book and put it away in the closet, locking the closet door. "It's not just some show, it's Ouran High School Host Club. And it's amazing."
"You've watched it over five times in the past month."
"And you were obsessed with digimon when you were little Eren! We all have our likes and dislikes." She turns off the anime that was playing in the background. "What are you doing today?"
Eren raised one brow, "guarding you. Is there anything else I should be doing?"
"Perfect. We have five hours until sunset, let's go on a stroll around the city!"
Eren watched her put on her shoes and grab a mini backpack to put stuff on. She felt around her ankle where the tracker once was. After a talk, Levi compromised to a tracker in her necklace and phone. In case she lost one or the other.
Another level of trust was that Levi lived in a different apartment, next to hers of course, but they had their own places and space to think. (Y/n) understood that trust was a very big issue with Ackermans, so this was something she made sure to appreciate and take care of.
