Crying Skies, Rain And Discarded Memories

depression?

I'm in a train compartment,

But the train isn’t moving.

The people look dazed,

And I was kidna hoping,

to make it to the next station,

But everything is moving in slow motion.

And my emotions, I can't feel them,

They're slipping away, I can't feel when.

Am I depressed?

Am I just seeking attention?

Do I need validation?

To feel like I'm ok.

Am I just upset?

That nobody gives a shit.

I try not to care,

But every word sinks deep.

Am I stuck in a story?

And I can't flip the page?

The words are kinda blurry,

I repeat each one just in case.

Maybe I could make it to the next chapter,

But I'm scared to find out what happens after.

And my emotions are a train that's gonna crash,

My emotions are a ride that didn't last.