Fine Line

23

Chase.

We are visiting Tanner's parents, I miss them a lot. Especially his mother she really is a angel sent from above. Today she is doing good, she remembers but it only last for an hour and then she kinda stops remembering what she talks about. She is really happy Tanner and I are engaged.

"This was my dress, but you don't have to wear it if you'd like I can give it too you." Tara softly smiles at me

I couldn't hide my tears, she instantly hugged me.

"I didn't mean to make you upset." She pats my back slowly

"No, no I just don't have a mother I mean I do but she never did right by me and I don't have that relationship and it's so sweet you want me to wear your wedding dress and I'd be so honor to wear it." I fan my face trying to calm down, I hate getting Tara upset.

"Have you guys discussed kids?" She softly smiles

We haven't told them, I told Tanner it's best we don't because his dad already has to go through enough. I really want them to be happy not sad while we visit or have to worry about anything but Tara.

"Yeah, we are probably going to wait a while but we definitely want kids." I softly smile at her

She got that look in her eyes. "Did you know Iris is the goddesses of the rainbow, and one of the goddess of the sea and the sky she links the god to humanity..." her smiles gets a little bigger "just like you brought humanity back to my boy."

I could listen to her tell many stories in any time I love his mom. I love her beauty, her wisdom and her. Whenever she goes I know I will miss her more than anything in the world.

Tanner and his father come in, smiling big. "Mom, we got your flowers planted." He hugs his mother

"Thank you, my boys I'd be lost without you two." She giggles "I've made tea."

She in fact hadn't, but I made it for her. Tanner looks at me like he is thanking me. Tara turns towards us.

"Looks, sweetie Tanner has brought a friend over it's a school night maybe she can stay for dinner..I will ring up her parents." She gets up going to the phone.

"Mom, her parents brought us home she is staying for dinner." Tanner gives a weak smile

"Okay, I'm happy you brought a friend home you never had many..." she walks into her art space room.

"Baby..."

"I'm fine Chase." He leaves the house

He isn't fine about this, he can't run from this. I don't know how I am going to help him my god. My baby is hurting.

A few hours later...

As I lay in his childhood bed, I remember the first time we had sex was here. We probably shouldn't have had sex in his parents home. I couldn't stop worrying about him. He hasn't answered any of my text messages or phone calls.

I must've managed to fallen asleep because I was waken by a drunk Tanner kissing me. "No Tanner."

"Come on Chase please, I am sad and you make me feel better." He slurs, he laces our fingers together, kissing my neck.

"Tanner no!" I shout pushing him off me, getting off his bed. "Y-y-you can't do that type of shit to me when I'm not aware of what is going on."

"Oh come on, it's me Tanner I'm not like those guys you were forced to do shit with." He laughs

"Tanner..."

"Whatever, maybe your mom is down or maybe she force you to do it too me." slurring his words "bet you'd like that."