END ME

38 - A whole lotta smut

Henry's POV

   I'm almost more shocked that we're both still high rather than the fact the literal stove caught of fire. We both stared down at the pool of water on the counters.. stove.. and all over the floor.. there's black shit floating in it too from the fact a pan got burnt to a crisp. The stove looks-.. well three burners are fine but where the pan was-.. oh god. "My dad-... is going to kill me..." then suddenly it clicked, Patrick seemed to be thinking the same thing. "Wait a second Henry... you're 18 now..." I nodded, I know where this is going. "He doesn't control you anymore-.. you can leave we don't even have to pick anything up-..." my heart is racing because I know exactly what he's about to suggest. "Henry lets destroy the house... then we can leave-.. my dad kicked me out! Henry we can literally leave and go anywhere.. let's fuck up your dads house and then run away!" I leaned back against the counter, "Patrick...." he continued on, yes I feel like normally I would love that idea but.. something doesn't feel right. "Don't you see-.. this is it! We can finally start our lives together-.. and c'mon! Fuck your dad! Let go through his shit and throw it all over the yard-... and then-.. we can break all of the windows and electronics and shit-.." I sighed, covering my face with my hands. How are we gonna clean up this mess? "Patrick-..." he still wouldn't listen. "and then!-... we can burn this whole house to the ground!" I hit the counter to get his attention, "Patrick!" He just frowned and looked at me-.. with those eyes.. ugh! "Sorry for yelling-.. it's just-.. we can't.. burn my house down.." I laughed a little at the thought. "Regardless if I'm an adult or not.. I'm not trying to end up in prison-.. something like that.. well my dad would know I did it.. and he's a cop for fucks sake he'd be happy to lock me up.. I just think it's too risky.." He stood in front of me, putting his hands on the side of my face. "Oh Henry... who gives a fuck what happens to us? Let's just go fucking insane! C'mon we can be like Bonnie and Clyde!.. we can drive around the states and just like-.. rob places or something.. just think! All the drugs-.. mm all the hot car sex.." I grinned a little at the last part but sighed when I thought about it more. I put my hands on his waist and pulled him close to me. "Ya know what Bonnie? That really is a tempting offer-.. and there's no person I'd rather do that with than you.. really Patrick I would love to just.. be your partner in crime.." I laughed a little, "but-..like what belch said earlier.. I'm an adult now.. like a full ass adult, I'm gonna have to-.. pay bills soon! I can't just throw my life away the second I become adult.. plus there's way too much competition in prison, I'd be too scared I'd lose you to one of those-.. big muscular guys that like runs the whole fucking prison..." Patrick smiled at me and laughed, now playing with the collar of my shirt. "I don't think you'd have to worry.. but I get what you're saying and I know-.. it's crazy and unrealistic.. I just can't help but-.. think crazy shit like that.. especially with you because-.. c'mon we're Henry and Patrick! The bowers gang for crying out loud! We're crazy! We don't give a fuck about the consequences we just-.. go for it." I sighed again. "I love you.. and I love how crazy you are baby I just don't think it's a good idea.. why would we want to-.. rob stuff and get sent away to prison when we can-.. get a house somewhere where the weathers always nice.. and-... go out on date nights without all these-.. small town homophobes staring at us... and I dunno do normal people shit like.. uhh I don't know-.. adop-... ahhh yeah just do normal shit.." I cleared my throat and looked down at him... I'm still naked but he's wearing my clothes. I smiled when I felt him lay his head on my chest, wrapping his arms around me tightly. "That does sound pretty nice.."

For the next hour we cleaned up the kitchen.. (I put clothes on ofc) it almost looks normal besides the large burn mark on the stove... I sighed and slowly walked to my room, knowing what I have to do. "My dad isn't just gonna let me.. get away with burning the fucking stove-.. yeah he doesn't cook but.. any excuse to give me a good hiding.. any excuse.." I clenched my fists as I dug around under my bed. Patrick stood in the door frame. "I won't let him hurt you-.. oh.. what ya lookin for?" I reached around until I felt a jar. I grabbed it and pulled it out from under the bed.. it's my savings. "I'm just gonna-.. give him money for a new one and hope nothing bad happens.." I sighed louder than before and opened the jar up, beginning to count the various bills I was supposed to be saving for mine and Patrick's house.. I don't know why but my eyes started watering as I sat on the floor, counting the money. "Ya think five hundred is enough?" Patrick sat next to me on the floor and laid his head on my shoulder. "I think you're being too nice... I think if anything you should go look for one someone's getting rid of.. he doesn't deserve you spending money on him. Especially for a whole new stove at least get a used one for like-.. $100 at most. Here I'll help you look.." he stood up and looked around the room until he found his phone, coming back to sit next to me. When the screen lit up I saw a picture-... "woah woah let me see your background-..." I heard him giggle before going back to the lock screen.. it's a photo of him laying on my bed, taking a selfie with me literally naked in the background, except his head is covering up my dick. "When did you even take that?" He laughed harder, "last week.. I wanted to see how long it'd take you to notice but I just changed my background to this like-.. a few days ago. I think it's cute you're clueless I'm even taking the photo-.. I have lots of those" I could feel my cheeks heating up as I laughed it off, "ok-.. were looking for stoves remember?" He nodded, "oh yeah!.." when he clicked on safari to search something it was literally on a porn site. I heard him audibly gasp and shove his phone in his shirt. "Oh my god" I grinned and slowly started moving my hands towards him. "Ooo.. what dirty things were you watching? Let me see.." He got up quickly, jumping on the bed and curling up into a ball so he could protect his phone. "Noooo! No definitely not-.. you don't want to see this.." I laid on top of him, reaching my hand into his tangle of limbs to find his phone. I just like embarrassing him. "Cmonnn let me seeee.. maybe it's something I want to try!" He sounded nervous, "trust me henry I don't think it's something you'd like.." I rolled my eyes and dug around until I found his phone, pulling it out quickly. "Ah-ah!" When I typed in his password I stared at the adult website-.. I looked over when I heard Patrick beginning to cry, "I don't watch that kind of stuff I swear! I was just.. just curious ok! I wanted to watch one video and thats all I did! Not even the full video!.." He's crying. Maybe I shouldn't have taken the phone.. he did ask me not to.. it's too late though I already saw what he was looking at. "Babyy.. it's really not that bad-.. I know a shit ton of people with piss kinks.." I felt him punch my arm-.. god damn I hate that I'm the one who taught him how to fight.. ouch. "I don't have a piss kink. I'm telling you the truth I only looked it up once!" At this point I was trying to hand him his phone back but he just shook his head, his eyes still full of tears. "No! Keep it! Go look through everything else while you're at it! Go on I have some dirty photos in my camera roll of me.. do it just go look through all of my private shit! Got some suicide letters in my notes.. why not read those too" I never even realized this but sometime in the midsts of my angry money counting earlier I sobered up. "I'm so sorry Patrick.. I.. I mean fuck were like-.. the kinkiest people I know.. I didn't think you were actually that-.. embarrassed by it.." He hugged his legs and rested his forehead on his knees. "Yeah I'm really fucking embarrassed... I told you no.. and you did it anyway.." I felt my heart drop. "I-I know-.. I'm sorry that was such a-... stupid thing for me to do-.. I'm always being stupid-.. and.. fucking things up.. you don't deserve it and I'm sorry.." He sniffed and looked up at me. "I-.. think that was one of the best apologies I've heard from you.. it sounded genuine.." I just got even more sad, "All of my apologies are genuine... s-sorry I get it I don't show my emotion very well.." Patrick just nodded and sniffed again. "Yeah I know.. it's not your fault... I'm not helping you get a new stove though.. fuck you and your stove..." I feel so bad... I really didn't think it was gonna be that big of a deal.