(On Hold) A'luna Of Blood

chapter 21

Levi sat in the base of his room contemplating all the way back to the car crash remembering how chaotic things had been and how he had hoped it would work out in the end only to be disappointed in the fact that he was now stuck with the prosthetic arm and eyes the rage within him continue to boil up every day the more he thought about Marcus and Ryan they kidnapped him and ruined his life all because they thought they loved him so now here he was stuck in the apartment for almost a month now only leaving to have the prosthetics checked and go to the hospital for other checkups he was bound to this one room simultaneously to his prosthetics his motor skills with the prosthetic with the prosthetic was terrible he could get over it a majority of vacations but when he would spill a hot liquid or water he would have to step out of the room to take a break so we wouldn't flip out of anger he was constantly having to blink as well as his eyes took forever to focus on something they said it would be a week or two before they could start being instantaneous like his old eyes but he had just figured when he got the prosthetics it never go back to the same and then was the little insignia in the middle of his eye standing out amongst the crimson flashing red was avoid black quarter moon originally just used to be a slivered pupil before one day when Levi was brushing his teeth he looked in the mirror and saw the ice shift into the quarter moon state and then every once in awhile that I would flash White leaving Levi in imence pain like a hot flash appeared out of nowhere he would see Ryan and Marcus during the hot flashes when that happened he was a storm out of the room he's in and use his prosthetic to rip something to pieces taking out his rage on something innocent yet inanimate he knew in the end it wasn't any harm to himself but looking out the window in his current state staring at the black opaque void and prosthetic arm a part of him died a little and the part of him that used to be happy with his life as a painter who lived in solitary chaos that he loved it was his life away from hell he didn't have to face his past or anything he was just Levi a young adult Man who Loved to paint but ever since Ryan and Marcus happened his life was thrown to the garbage leaving him with nothing to do but sit there and think forcing him to confront all of his past issues and his mental problems the Doctor who was with signed him up for a therapist local area his scheduled appointment was for the next day he was also planning to antipsychotics to help Dull down his mental state but he wasn't looking forward to the medicine itself tasted like rotten fish and eggs but when he swallowed it it made his throat glench up Levi was also diagnosed with PTSD and insomnia so at night he would just lay in his bed thinking leaving him practically destroyed during the day to put everything in the one big package is physical state was constantly in between hell and hell on high water Levi just wanted to sleep release at this point he had contemplated everything ever since the car crash with no second thoughts Levi put everything into his actions even thinking cooking his own meals painting with the supplies given to him through his door all of the effort used to put into his normal life you know forced into the changes forcing himself to toughen up and grow even if he didn't want to it was just a part of his new lifestyle that he had to learn to accept putting his hand underneath prosthetic eye Levi felt the sore skin they had grown rough and Sandy over the past few days he didn't cry anymore and you didn't blink either so often he was forced with constant dry eyes so we had to improvise with water or fake eye drops Levi's physical health was declining very rapidly unless he was able to get his mental health under control but levi could not see that happening in the foreseeable future