Stopped coming eventually,
Left me wondering why,
Moved houses followed us there,
Trauma, hate, a little despair
To this. day I think about it,
And sometimes cry,
You never cared about me don't lie,
The cigs, the drinks, the pills you'd take,
The kids, the feelings, the people you'd break,
You only ever cared about yourself
On the run multiple women, smoking, drinking, having sex
Treat people like shit,
Fuck anyone who seems fit,
Living with you were like walking on a cable,
Will I fall, will I make it, you were always unstable,
Teared out my heart,
Came again and again,
But then drew apart,
Happiness were felt the times you'd visit,
The times you'd come,
But the times you made promises and broke them,
Left me numb,
Life feels hopeless,
The demons took over,
I hope your happy,
I hope you feel complete,
I hope my broken heart keeps you thriving on your two feet.
~H1
