I still remember the look in your eyes
The rythm of your heartbeat
The depth of your voice
I miss you
I hate to admit it but i do
I walk past it everyday
The memories fill me off multiple emotions
Your scent still there
Your smile still visible
Your elagance still known
The memories have started to become unclear
They begain to fade
I barely feel the pain but rather the sorrow
Rather the regret
its as if though its love im afraid
Afraid of commitment
Afraid of trust
Try to ignore the pain
Barely feel it anymore
Rather i feel numb
I cant help but be heartless
What other choice do i behold
But to ignore it
What other choice do i behold but to be careless
What other choice do i behold but to move on
And so i block it out and lay emotionless
~H1
