today
today i pray
ill find the strength to end it
the strength to leave
ive had enough of this bullshit
maybe ill pop emough pills
maybe ill cut deep enough
maybe ill portray the strength to jump
anythink that persumably kills
i might run away
but needless to say
i doubt ill come out okay
i guess thats not the goal
maybe just a cliche
today
today could be my last
fed up of being mumb
cant bandage it with a cast
trapped between my thoughts and emotions
ive lost control
could be my last poem
rest in peace my soul
~H1
