i miss her although wed fight
although it never seemed shed care
i miss her although im so used to carrying the weight of water
it seems hard to sip id rather drown
i want to smile but i only frown
its just kind of fucked me up you know
in different ways i dont know what to do amymore
i have nothink to say at times i just stare at the floor
and wait egerly but ever so patient for her to come back but the truth is itll never happen
not how its supposed too
not how its meant too
itll never go back to how it used too
ive accepted that
thogh it still has me feeling blue
~H1
