Once I got home that night
I couldn't do anything
I couldn't shower
Iron my clothes
Do my homework
Or organise anymore
I've barely ate today
Or for the past 2 weeks
I can't even get changed into my pjs
Nothing felt worth doing
I had no strength
Once I sat in bed
I knew I couldn't move
I knew I wasn't making it out
I don't know how I'll leave in the morning
Or have a simple meal by the end of the week
Everything went from being so happy
I'd never felt happier
But that night
I was shaking
I couldn't move
I were trapped
Idk how I'll l make it through the night
I'll be dead by the morning
That night is tonight
I don't know how I'll make it to the morning
~H1
