pain beyond words

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Im in Pain
And I dont know why
Well I do but it's hard to explain
I'd rather die
And so I overthink and wonder why
I wonder why life hits me in the heart
And so I cry
Pain.
My pains beyond my control
I cant explain it
I cant let it out
I'm trapped in my soul
The voices in my head want me dead
Though whilst I ponder life
Theres other ways I can cope insted
They dont stop me from self harm
I try avoid it and keep calm
But I scream
I cry and contemplate life
Is my life but a dream
A fearful nightmare in all ways extreme
Wake me up
Wake me up from this torture
Help me with my pain
I try not to complain
But Pain beyond words
Words just cant explain
~H1

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