anxieties hands grab round my neck
can't see them but i feel them what the heck
they squeeze tighter as i run for my breathe
i try get up but ive lost my strength
the pain and sorrow compels my chest
im fed up i need some rest
my thoughts censure my physical state
i cant control my breathing rate
what is it that causes this ache
is it my thoughts or people being fake
i lay here alone at 2am in bed
trying to deal with thoughts in my head
i can't control them life seems arid
my mental state unfixable my breathing rapid
~H1
