You know at times I feel insane
My thoughts overpower me I just ignore the pain
I wonder why I'm different
Why cant I be stable
At times I'm okay at others I balance on a cable
I shake I scream I cry I shout
I cant control it anymore what am I about
I hide it from people they think I'm fine
I feel uncomfortable an itch down my spine
How am I supposed to explain why I'm like this
I want therapy but it's an unintended risk
I dont know what's wrong with me
I know theres something theres got to be
I need a cure
I dont know what for
I need to feel alive
Not just tryna survive
~H1
