Another Hate Love Story

18.

Adnaan's POV

Almost  twelve hours of silence were enough to kill me due to guilt. I was silently fighting with my ownself! I was trying to understand the actual feeling inside me. Sara was not crying anymore but she eyes were telling me that she was crying from inside. I didn't want to love her, I still hate her but I couldn't bear her tears!

What kind of hatred is this in which neither I want to make her happy nor I want to see her sad?

What is this feeling?

Since childhood I've same feeling for her.

Saturday night was a mess in itself, and whole Sunday was passed in cleaning up that mess! But still nothing was fine.  Last night We both didn't sleep peacefully and now; Monday morning we both were getting ready for work. I was a bit worried about facing Mansi because in sake of making Sara jealous I did what I shouldn't! At that time I was enjoying her jealousy, because I was feeling how she was huffing after watching me talking to any girl but my fun was converted into a blunder!

After taking shower I stepped out of the bathroom and my nostrils were hit by my favourite ginger and Cardamom tea. I was shocked to see Sara in kitchen.

She was ready to go for her job but still making breakfast for both us, there was a smile on her face as same as every morning.

"Sa.." I open my mouth to ask what she was doing but actually didn't found guts to ask a single question.

"Breakfast kar lena, aur office se wapas aate hue kuch groceries le aana main list send kar dungi" She said in hurry while placing a cup of tea on dining table along with butter and bread.

(Have breakfast, and come back from the office with some groceries, I'll send you list of required items)

But her behaviour was not normal, or maybe her normal behaviour was a vail behind a tornado which she was hiding herself. She was behaving like nothing happened in between us.

"Sar.." I was unable to say anything.

"I'm going" She said hurriedly while biting the butter coated bread, and shrugged her bag on shoulder. She took a step ahead and I caught her wrist.

"Why are you behaving like this?" I asked and  she turned towards me.

"What? How I'm behaving?"

"Aesa behave kyu kar rhi ho jese kuch hua hi nahi hai?" I couldn't help but ask with frustration, and she narrow her eyes with a smile on her lips

(Why are you behaving like nothing happened?)

"Kuch hua bhi hai?" She asked after freeing her wrist from my hand and I was confused on her behaviour.

(Have anything even happened?)

"Sara I w.." She didn't let me complete and smile while slowly shaking her head.

"Please, no need to say anything in your explanation I..." this time I didn't let her complete her sentence and held her both hands.

"Main jaanta hu tum mujhe Naraz ho" she again narrow her eyes at me like I said something odd

(I know you're offended with me)