Another Hate Love Story

55.

*Sara's POV*

I was shattered

My condition was devastated

I loved Adnaan from all my heart and soul, I indeed was doubting on him for having an affair with Mansi, but I never expected him to distrust me because I had no involvement with any other guy.

I still can't forget the moment when I visit a doctor just to confirm my doubt regarding my pregnancy, and when she confirmed, I forgot every misunderstanding between us. I was only missing Adnaan's arms around me. His hard cheat against my head and his fragrance took me into a deeply soothing world. That's why I decided to make that night special. At first, I wanted to share the news about my pregnancy with him. But all my plans were ruined...

When I was hospitalised, I realised the need for someone to take care of me, that's why I decided to go to Nizamabad. I knew mummy would take care of me in this situation but things went beyond expectations.

When I reach my home...

My Home??

But I don't have a home...

When I reach my brother's home he was alone, mummy was out to attend the funeral of a relative. When he saw me in tears and with my bag, he didn't even let me enter the home.

"Are you coming after arguing with Adnaan?" That was his first question. And I shook my head.

"He throws me out of his home." I cried out with the thought that my elder brother must embrace me in a fatherly hug but... Conducting a fatherly role was far away he didn't even show brother like concerns.

"Why? What you've done this time? He is not mad to throw you out without any reason!" I just keep staring at him.  No words come to me to answer him.

"I... I haven't..." He didn't let me say a small sentence

"After a long time, everything is becoming fine, don't create problems for us and go back."

"Bhai where will I go?" I asked the same question which I asked my husband when he was kicking me out of his home.

"Go back to your home. And never come here after arguing with Adnaan. You're always welcome if you're coming happily but never expect that I'll let you live here if you come back like this"  Pointing out towards the exit he told me those harsh words. My eyes drop two more tears.

"Nabeel Bhai..." That was a helpless call for my brother.  "Next time come with Adnaan" and he slammed the door on my face. For few minutes I was standing on the same spot trying to conclude where could I go? And I went to the most peaceful and painful place for me.

My father's grave.

The only place where I could speak about my problems... I told him everything, I cried out but unfortunately, he wasn't able to answer me, nor could pat my head and wipe my tears like before.

After spending a long time in the graveyard, I started to feel fear when darkness started gulping the environment and I decided to come to my maternal grandparent's home.

Practically after getting married to Adnaan it's my in-laws home but what was the point of taking it as in-laws place when my husband already broke all the ties with me just because of what he saw. He didn't even listen to me what I wanted to say. Then with what right he's standing in front of me and claiming me as his wife?

Where was he when I came to Rizwi Mansion to ask for shelter?

Where was he when I visited the doctor for the first time and she asked the name of the child's father? Only I know how did I hold back my tears at that point.