Breaking Point (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 5

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Louis POV

It wasn't my plan, you know to kill the guy. It has been something I have taken to recently. It's my way to take out anger. I just get so lonely and my boyfriend isn't much of a use. He just abuses me and tells me I'm not good enough. I should leave him but I can't I mean he helps me pay for rent and loves me.... well loves me when he wants to.

I am just so tired of the baggage he brings home each day. He blabs on about work and I just have had enough. I just want someone who can take all my worries away. Who would want a killer by night? That is my third target, I just, I can't explain it. But when I am killing someone I take out my anger and let it all seep out through my outer shell. 

It's horrible I know, I'm a criminal, an outlaw. Why did I even start this? I mean what is wrong with me? I take out my anger on innocent people, thats just so messed up, but what am I supposed to do? this life is hopeless, I'll never achieve anything significant... I just want to get away from all of this, escape to another world.

How could I ever let things get this bad? Why couldn't i just have had the courage to do something about my problems and not just runaway from everything that scares me.

Harry POV

I tucked myself back in my new so called home. How could I let this happen? How could I let that innocent man die, Well I don't know if he was innocent but he seemed it. I guess if I had gone out there I could have got myself killed. Think about it he could have had kids and a family it would be better off me dying.

I have no house, no friends, no partner nor boyfriend. I have nothing my life is pretty much useless and I have no purpose what so ever. I should be the one that got killed not him. This world seems so much hasher than I thought. I didn't think I would watch some innocent man die on my first night out in the world. I hope that isn't a reoccurance every night.

Louis poV

I'm a wimp, I'm pathetic who would want me? No one, no one could ever love me for who I am. Every night when I go to bed I wish there's some one out there, anyone, just some one who could love me and be mine forever. And that's all I want ,I mean like I said my boyfriend doesn't truly love me but at least I'm not totally alone with him.

I know he abuses me but seriously what can I do, and we do have our moments... But then again what do I really know about true love? Maybe I'm just telling myself he actually still has an ounce of love left for me. I'm at a dead end and I don't know how to get out of here.