The Vision Of A Mad Man - A Danganronpa Mastermind AU

Chapter Twelve

Kazuichi's smile slowly faded as his eyes widen. What-?
He looked back at Gundham a little panicked. "Dude- a-are you serious? I-I mean it was a joke!" He gave a nervous laugh, scratching hard at his arm. "I know like- nothing about you- plus y-you're physically fucked up-. A-Are you sure? I know loss does freaky shit to some people, but fuck man- you seriously wanna...do it?" He was blushing hard at this point, barely able to look at him anymore as he tried to process his words. He couldn't be serious. There was no way Gunndham Tanaka of all people would treat that so casually...
"I don't mind." The breeder softly ushered out and averted his gaze.
This is a bad idea, isn't it? Well, even if it is, I'm gonna enjoy it.
Gundham placed his hands on the other's knees, spreading his legs apart before moving in closer to his lap. Kazuichi's breath hitched as he just watched the other's movements. He could hardly believe what was happening right in front of his eyes. He swore his entire body was on fire as he felt a shiver up his spine as Gundham held the rim of his pants, staring up at him for an agreement.
Why does he even want to-? Fuck, why don't I just say no?
"...o-okay s-sure." He could hardly form words through his flustered state, staring down at the other as he tried to ignore his own very obvious erection. Sometimes he just didn't understand his own body. He couldn't have just agreed to have sex, let only letting his first time be with a guy.
Gundham pulled the pants down before he propped himself up on Kazuichi's legs, letting the towel fall in the process. Swallowing the lump in his throat, his fingers gripped the ends of the boxers and pulled them down enough that the other's dick moved out into view.
I can't believe I'm doing this-!
His face flushed red but, ignoring the obvious embarrassment he felt, wrapped his other free hand around Kazuichi's shaft and slowly started to jerk him off. "A-Are you sure you want to...?" he asked, pausing his movements to look at the mechanic.
Kazuichi had let out a soft moan at the contact, holding onto Gundham's knees as he tried to look at him straight to answer the question. "Y-Yeah, I th-think so. I'll tell you if I-I change my mind. P-Promise." He tried to give him a reassuring smile, but his attempt was quickly drowned out by the pure overwhelming embarrassment in felt.
First of all, Tanaka had removed his clothes. Second of all, the guy was sitting on his god damn lap. Third of all, he was jacking him off. The only person who had ever touched Kazuichi like that before was...well...Kazuichi himself. He'd never even let someone see him without clothes. He couldn't lie though, this was somehow reminiscent of one of his many sexual fantasies.

"Alright." Gundham gave a reassuring glance at him before he looked back down at what he had been previously doing. His hand went back into motion and his thumb placed itself on the crown of his dick, circling along with his jerking movements. Soda's body shivered, his grip on the knees tightening as he let a noise of pleasure escape him.
"You are easy to please..." the breeder ushered out softly, leaning forward to press his forehead against the mechanic's.
"C-Can you-...really blame me-?" He spoke through a mix of pants and the occasional moan. "I-I kinda just-...accepted I'd never feel this-." Especially now. He'd honestly expected he himself would die sooner than this, but even before the killing game he sort of just accepted a life of virginity. People didn't really like him, at least he didn't think they did, so there had eventually come a point where he just had to accept the loneliness.
But this feeling was so real. So intimate.
He couldn't help but be a nervous wreck over it, his body perhaps overreacting as he tried to grow used to it. Kazuichi knew how to pleasure himself - of course, he'd down it several times before - but this was different to him. There was a sense of vulnerability that somehow made it all the more appealing to him. Gundham had continued with what he'd been doing, but eventually stopped and looked back at him. "I'm not exactly in any physical state to properly pleasure you, so we are going to have to trade places." The breeder explained before he got up, using the nearby sink to hold himself up. Though he gave a whine of protest, Soda didn't exactly do anything about it. He just complied, standing up already quite dazed, only to be dragged back down again onto the other's lap once Tanaka had taken his seat. He seemed oddly silent however, acting as if nothing was out of the ordinary as he went back to jacking off Kazuichi until his fingers were coated in pre-cum. Soda, however, hardly noticed his silence, instead opting to loose himself in what was likely a once in a lifetime opportunity for him.
Silently looking at his now coated hand for a second, he reached behind the mechanic to press said fingers up against his entrance. Kazuichi took in a sharp breath at the feeling.
Oh right...he'd have to take it up there. No big deal, he was sure he could handle it...probably.
He leaned into Gundham's shoulder, as if this was the most embarrassing part about all of it. "Y-You can...you know..." he poked the other's chest a few times as if it were a visual aid to his sentence. The breeder couldn't help but chuckle at that.
Cute, rosefinch.
Eventually doing as told, he slid one finger inside with the help of the pre-cum lubricating it and pushed in as far as he could. He didn't even waste time, as when he pulled his finger back out, he inserted another one alongside with it. Instinctively wrapping his arms around Gundham's neck, Kazuichi took in a few hard breaths. The fact that the breeder had just went for it was an extra surprise on his body. He himself had tried fingering once or twice, but it was always a slow build up. This method gave him a jolt of sensations, causing a few small squeaks to escape him. Though Soda was mostly in the dark about what he liked sexually, one thing he did know was about his own masochism. So, even though he was latched onto Tanaka, there was no way he could say he wasn't enjoying it.
Gundham turned his head to look at Kazuichi despite his view being blocked by the mechanic being all over him. "Are you alright?" He asked softly into his ear. Though as the words left his mouth, his fingers pressed in far enough to reach his prostate, the man gently poking it. Kazuichi practically screamed (though, it would only sound that way due to the bathroom's echo, in reality it was just a louder than normal moan), burying his face further into the breeder's neck. "Hm?" Tanaka's voice called out once more as his free hand went to grip at Kazuichi's hips.
"F-Fuck...! Th-That~ feels s-so good~..." he continued to pant and moan, his grip tightening. A chuckle managed to escape from Gundham at the sight of how sensitive this guy was.
I'd be surprised if he's ever pleased himself by this point.
Despite the humour, he nudged his face against the other's cheek and cooed small remarks and praise. "Do you wish for more?" He ushered out, his fingers still working at the mechanic's prostate. One managed to prod deeper inside and pump in and out in a careful yet harsh motion.
"Y-Yes-...please-. I-...w-want more." He spoke into the breeder's neck, his hips moving with his fingers in a desperate attempt to create more friction. Moans continued to pour out of him, saliva beginning to coat Gundham's skin until Kazuichi eventually gave into that urge, nipping and sucking at the neck. A surprised gasp escaped from the other's lips at the sudden marking.
Is he claiming me? 
Though it was a little uncoordinated given how often he'd break away to breath and or moan, Soda didn't have any intension of stopping, being able to get at least one or two marks on the other. Pulling his fingers out, Gundham coated what was left of the lubricant on his own dick before he placed his hands on Kazuichi's hips and slowly guided him down onto it. He managed to slide in with ease, and immediately slammed the mechanic down so he went in all the way. "Unngh... fu-fuck...~" Gundham moaned out.
The mechanic grabbed Tanaka's hair as he cried out. "Ah-! Fuck- m-me...~" his voice faded into his panting, leaning his forehead onto the other's shoulder.
And that was it. That one action had finally made him officially loose the virgin status. Surely later he'd find it amusing to have lost it to the ultimate breeder, but right now his brain wasn't thinking about that. In fact, he was hardly thinking at all.
Loosening his grip on the hair once he realised it was there, he managed to force himself up and look at him. "Y-You alright?" He asked, breathing still unregulated. He knew this guy had little physical strength left, and for him to be using it like this...well, he couldn't say he wasn't grateful. Once out of his dazed state of mind, Gundham looked over at Kazuichi and silently nodded his head. "Yes, I'm fine." He panted, soon after pulling the mechanic into a kiss.
So this is what he tastes like...?
It wasn't bad though; he never thought he'd be kissing someone like Soda. He started grinding up against him to create friction as they kissed, small moans escaping him. Soda tried his best to keep the kiss together, but there was so much stimulation that he was finding it a little difficult. Gundham nipping at his lip really wasn't helping that attempt at all. He hardly knew what to do anymore, just allowing himself to be practically useless through his string of moans and panting. A hand was quick to wrap around Kazuichi's dick midway through Gundham humping up against him to create friction for himself, and apparently the mechanic who seemed to be enjoying it all too well.
For a virgin, he sure is lasting a while.
He was just honestly surprised that the boy hadn't finished despite how much the guy seemed to be enjoying himself throughout their time. "Are you close...?" Gundham groaned out, his movements growing harsher.
"I-I think so...~" He leaned their foreheads together, digging his nails into the other's shoulder blades. He had to admit, this guy was surprisingly good at doing this. Though, this was all far more than he would ever expose himself to, so that was likely part of it. Or perhaps he just didn't want to admit the fact he was enjoying that Tanaka was the one doing it.
Letting more loud moans escape him, Kazuichi eventually went back to licking and biting the breeder's neck, clinging onto his back as he felt the orgasm approaching. He was now regretting the fact that he'd never taken off his shirt considering his didn't have an extra one and he would be walking back to his room in it to properly get ready.
It would only take Kazuichi a few more moments before he released, biting down hard in an attempt to muffle himself even slightly. Nails and fingers dug into his skin as his hips were gripped and forced down on Gundham. Due to not having anything to properly muffle him, Tanaka leaned his head against Soda's chest as he came and continued to hump against him until the sensation went away. His hands ceased from their harsh grasp and instead he wrapped his arms around the mechanic comfortingly. His wounded leg was screaming in pain for a break, but he forced back the tears and quietly held Kazuichi.

"Are you alright?" Gundham softly asked at one point and lifted his head to look at the pink-haired man. Was it too much?
Kazuichi took in a few shaky breaths, staring at him for awhile. "I-I'm fine." A smile spread over his face as he turned his attention towards the wall. He had no idea why he was shaking, nor why he felt so unstable. Wrapping his arms around the breeder to return the gentle embrace, he stared off into nothing as his train of thought returned to him.
He felt amazing. He could hardly describe the feeling, but it was possibly one of the best moments in his entire life. And despite it, his grip tightened slightly as he buried his face in the man's neck.
He didn't know why he was crying. Soda could hardly understand what prompted such an emotional reaction. He wasn't feeling anything negative, right? Though the downpour only heightened Gundham's suspicion.
"I apologise for being too much..." the breeder placed a hand on Kazuichi cheek and pressed their foreheads together. Out of the corner of his eye, he glanced at the bed. Maybe that was a more comfortable spot now that they were done. Knowing full well about the long term damage and the short term pain of what he was about to do, Gundham wrapped his arms securely around the boy before standing up and walking back into the bedroom. Soda clung to the other, a little taken a-back by the action. He'd fallen over standing still this morning, so he could only imagine the struggle this must be. Groans of pain and small whimpers escaped Tanaka, but he managed to lay the mechanic down and fall onto the bed right beside him. "Damnit..." he cursed under his breath. The wound had managed to open back up due to the excursion, blood soon leaked out down his leg. Kazuichi stared at him, wiping away some of his tears as he scooted over slightly to give the other more room.
"You didn't have to do that..." he couldn't help but feel bad that his state had pushed Tanaka to do that to himself. He turned on his side, silently sobbing into his own arm as he tried to process everything. He was a mess and he hardly knew what to do about it. Soda looked up at Tanaka after a while, finally having even a small portion of his thoughts in order. "...You weren't too much, okay? You were so incredible." He laughed at himself, sniffling as he tried to dry his cheeks. "I-...I've never felt like this. It's just so new and I just don't know what to do about it. I'm just being stupid and emotional, you didn't need to hurt yourself over that..."
Focusing back on Kazuichi and less on his damaged leg, Gundham pulled himself up to hold the mechanic in his arms and wrap his legs around him. "Don't worry about me, mon amour. I'll be just fine." He softly replied, leaning in to place a small kiss against the other's cheek. "I don't expect a rational reaction after such a sudden proposal of intimacy...apologies from keeping you from your duties, but I couldn't help myself." The breeder nuzzled his face against his cheek lovingly, before moving up to rest himself in his hair. Sniffling, Soda let a small laugh escape him as he wrapped his arms around him.
"No, i-it's okay. It's just a small errand, I'm sure it can wait..." he took in a few deep breaths, trying to calm himself down and hopefully stop the tears. Burying his face into Tanaka, his crying eventually grew silent as he grew a little more in control of his reaction. "I...really appreciate this..." he was able to usher out at some point. "You know-...you making me actually feel loved. It's...really fucking amazing." Kazuichi let himself laugh once more, it quickly fading as he occupied himself with tracing shapes over Gundham's skin.
A soft shade of red washed over the breeder's cheeks, confused and embarrassed at the comment.
Did he think I offered it up because I loved him in that way?
He couldn't tell in all honesty, and feared that that was the case. Though, his fear was more so rooted in the fact that he might end up feeling that way in return.
Not wanting to ruin the moment, he gave him a gentle squeeze. "Mortals are nothing without the compassion of another. It's what makes you function properly." He replied softly.
"Yeah...I guess..." Kazuichi sighed, continuing to draw squares and triangles with his finger. He honestly had no idea what he felt exactly. With an activity so intimate he couldn't help but have a sense of care and appreciation. He was never very good at figuring out what love exactly felt like. He knew there were all types of love but they just all seemed to blur together into a confusing mess. "Well...thank you." The mechanic tracing eventually stopped as he just let himself rest in the other's arms. "It really means a lot to me..." his grip tightened as he forced back what felt like another wave of tears.
"...I am...glad."