sophia

23.

two weeks later 

• sophia

Driving . There is something so calming about driving .
I've been driving for two weeks now. I stayed in the state though because Lorenzo is still here .

But i've just been wandering . It's kinda dark right now and i just wrecked my car .

I'm scared . Not of anyone that could come to me right now . I'm scared because there is no one i can call .

I realised that being a cold hearted bitch who's best friend was her brother for 18 years .
Ya not a solid plan when your brother is in a coma .

My phone has been ringing . And ringing .

It's currently 2 am .

I have no one . Except the people i planned on leaving behind and never looking back on.

Reluctantly i picked up the phone . It went to voicemail . I knew it would. Mason sleeps with his phone off .

" Hey Mas , um i wrecked my car and um i realised i have like no one right now . I'm probably the  last person you wanna see but
... i'm so scared . I told you i was going home , turns out i don't know where that is anymore . ....I'm sorry i shouldn't have called i know ."

I hung up . Five minutes later i was still sitting in my fucked up car with a bottle of whiskey .
Being alone can really make you go insane .

My phone rang . And for some reason i really wanted to pick up . So i did .

" Sophia ?"

" Hey ."

My voice was still shaky .

" I just got your voicemail , are you ok ?"

" No . I'm really not ."

" Send me your location."

" I cant see him ."

" He's asleep . I'll sneak you out tomorrow or whatever you decide to do ."

We hung up and after i debated it i sent it to him . I felt bad for leaving Ace without hearing him out . I felt i didn't need to because i know he didn't mean to hurt Lorenzo .

He didn't know Lorenzo took Michaels car . But he also didn't know it was Michael , he hit the car anyway . I also am mad he got involved . He complicates everything and i need a breather .

I still love him but i doubt he'd ever take me back after everything i've done .

Mason pulled up a half hour later . I got in and hugged him thanking him .

" This is why i'm your best friend."

" Of course ."

I missed Mason . We got in and snuck upstairs. The house was messy . Bottles left in random places .

Broken lamps and pictures .

Ace probably.

We went to his room and went to sleep after i caught him up on my life for the last few weeks .

• ace

I woke up hungover . Or drunk . I cant tell anymore . I've consumed so much alcohol in the last few weeks i can't think straight anymore .

I walked passed the bathroom and Mason was in there . I know it's him because i just saw Greg in his room .

I walked passed Masons door on my way downstairs when a noise made me stop . I've heard that noise more times than i can count .