I Feel Lost Without You (Rexoka) (It's cringe, I suggest not reading)

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The 501st, Anakin, Ahsoka and surprising, Padmé had a break for a week. Padmé didn't have any senate plans for 2 weeks so she decided to come to the little party her husband, his padawan and his captain were throwing.

Padmé's pov

I walk into the barracks where this 'party' was happening and I smell two things. Men and Alchohol. It's understandable that I'd smell this cause other than female Jedi there are no lady or girl soldiers.

I see Anakin talking to a couple of clones whom I believed were Rex and Jesse, I think.

"Ani!" I call out, I walked quickly towards him and wearing tights, a red shirt, brown jacket and shoes made it much easier to walk.

"Hey Padmé. It's awesome that you could finally come to a clone bash!" He says and picks me up into a hug, I might be older but he's definitely taller and stronger.

"Hey Senator Amidala." Rex and, I think Ahsoka greeted me.

"Hey, you must be Rex and you surely should be Ahsoka." I say after my husband puts me down and I catch my breath.

"Yep that's and us and woah Skyguy, did you really need to suffocate her? It's great that you do it to me but still." Ahsoka tells Anakin and he starts blushing, I giggle.

"Well, come on! The part is in the barracks, you are in the hallway." Rex says to Ahsoka and I and then pulls us in.

"Woah Rex!" I say and try to gain control of my feet, Ahsoka just laughs and falls onto Rex's shoulders.

"What The Hell Is Going On Here?!" I ask in amazement, it wasn't a anything like a senatorial part.

I'm a senatorial part there would be peaceful music be going on, slow dancing and a large assortment of gourmet foods. This is the complete opposite and I love it! Everyone is literally drunk, playing card games or betting each other, the music is on full blast and everyone is having fun!

"You like it?" Anakin asks in my ear.

"Are you kidding? I love it!" I screech and go to the liquor table.

I drink 3 shots and then me and Anakin head to the dance floor.

(Ok so this had nothing to do with Rexoka but I really wanted to add it.)

Ahsoka's pov

I love these bashes and with senator Amidala her it's way more fun, she's awesome at cards and betting, she doesn't get drunk easy so me and some other clones could challenge her to a shot completion and the best of it all, Anakin seems happier than he ever for the first time in 2 months.

"Hey 'Soka." I hear Fives' voice from behind me.

"Hey Fives, where's your gang and Rex?" I ask, his gang meaning him, Jesse, Tup, Echo Hardcase, Kix and Rex. Kix only there for medical support.

"Rex is outside trying to clear his head and everyone else is somewhere getting drunk." He answers and walks to the shot table as the next clone to challenge Anakin's new favourite person. Padmé.

I walk outside to see Rex, I like being around him, it's soothing.

"Hey Rexter what're ya up to?" I ask and hug him from behind.

"Nothin' much 'Soka just trying to not go in and get drunk out of my mind in front of the General and a Senator." He says and closes his eyes.

"Don't worry bout it, Anakin and Senator Amidala are both having shot contests so I think you're safe." I say and pull him into the closest armoury.

"Why're we here?" He asks and I feel my lekku darken.

"You can hardly hear the music, it's peaceful a nd I wanted to talk to you about something."

"Really? What?" He ask curiously.

"Us, we're secretly together but it feels like we're not. When I'm around you all I feel is no emotion, like as if you're distancing yourself from me." I say and hug myself, head hung low and eyes closed in sorrow.

"I don't know anymore Ahsoka, I like you in ways I don't think you could imagine but I feel weird showing anything but a professional relationship around you." He answers and I hold back tears.

"I just feel lonely, it's ok though. I can be alone." I say and start to walk out when I feel something pull me back.

Rex pulled me in front of him and lifted my chin up.

"Ahsoka all I know for you is love, without you I feel half empty and want death to enclose me. I don't know what comes over me but you make me feel complete." He says and I tear up a bit, "I love you Ahsoka Tano."

He says those words and I get excited, I jump up on his torso. I lock my legs tightly around his toned chest and feel his abs.

"I love you too Rexter." I say and kiss him on the lips we stay like that for a good 1 minute until we start realising everyone will be looking for us.

Rex's pov

"Us, we're secretly together but it feels like we're not. When I'm around you all I feel is no emotion, like as if you're distancing yourself from me." She says in so much sorrow I feel like I'm about to cry, she walks farther away from me and her head hangs low with her eyes closed.

I think about this and decide that I don't have a proper answer for this. My emotions are all confused, our relationship being a secret kills em on the inside but I know I have to do what must be done to protect both of us.

"I don't know anymore Ahsoka, I like you in ways I don't think you could imagine but I feel weird showing anything but a professional relationship around you." I say and my head hangs low I can see her holding back tears and she starts talking again.

I'm not sure what she said but once I saw her walking away I felt smothered in guilt.

I pulled her in front of me and lifted her chin up, our eyes locked and I started speaking out everything I could think of.

"Ahsoka all I know for you is love, without you I feel half empty and want death to enclose me. I don't know what comes over me but you make me feel complete." I say and see her tearing up with a smile on her face, my eyes drift to her lips and I wanted them to be on mine.

"I love you Ahsoka Tano." I say in a breath and she jumps onto my torso with her legs wrapped around me.

"I love you too Rexter." She says and kisses me as hard as possible, I give in to the kiss and we stay locked for 1 whole minute. When we parted I felt incomplete and wanted her lips on me again but then realised something.

"Ahoska we'd better head back before they send a search party." I say and she jumps down.

"You're right, let's go!" She says and pulls me back to the barracks.

My pov (From now on, nobody's pov is my pov.)

They spent the entire night dancing, getting drunk, challenging the others and getting to know Padmé. Basically it was the best time of their lives.

Ok! Yes, I decided to take a break from Luxoka and do a Rexoka one-shot, not very lengthy but thought that for them short said a lot. I was reading a Rexoka book, lot of Lux hate but I didn't mind it so I decided to take a break from reading and write something worthwhile. Before I wrote any Rexoka I see that this book is already no. 11 in #Rexoka so, cool.

Bye!!!!!!

-S

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