Previously known as - Us
Feyre - A silent and calm girl living alone in a small apartment. As an orphan she faced many difficulties and wasn't blessed with a normal life. Now at the age of 23 she's working at one of the biggest companies of New York...
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I wasn't even able to look at the divorce papers let alone sign them. My hands were trembling so bad that I wasn't sure if it's really me or not. It's not that I've grown a connection with her.
But the day we said 'I do' was the day we were actually tied with a thread which we were going to break now.
Agree or not breaking the thread hurts. A lot.
While signing the company's paper I felt guilt for no reason. As if these papers were the reason today i feel Feyre isn't with me anymore.
Doesn't matter how much time you've spent with a stranger, a mere moment is enough to make you attached from them.
You want them to be with you, you miss their presence.
Empty
Her room is empty now, the same room which was filled with different games and books was now just same as earlier when she wasn't there. My each and every second is spent while thinking of her.
After two months finally the cupboard filled with snacks isn't empty as there is no one to eat them. Each and everything reminds me of her. I miss her. It's just impossible not to think about her.
Two week ago when she said she wanted to meet Luke after the deal as she loves him now, I felt like my heart wanted to hear the same things even though I felt disappointed I had a hope she will come back.
We didn't contact each other neither did we talked after the deal ended. I was there when she was leaving but wasn't able to meet her.
I regretted my words and the deal. The first month of this deal I repeated the word stranger but now whenever I think about Feyre as a stranger I feel betrayed.
I don't even want to call this deal a deal anymore. Whenever I do I feel like I am ruining a pure relationship. If not as a boss surely as a friend or maybe that's what my mind says.
If not even as a friend just strangers. Who were able to give unforgettable moments of joy to each other.
I want to listen to my heart and emotions still can't. The same emotions I was ignoring since two weeks are now ignoring me. That's what you get when you call yourself brave but don't even have some courage to confess your own feelings.
Yeah, I am the same person who was irritated by her small talks and clumsiness but now when she isn't here I want to listen her voice.
The same girl I never wanted to have a relationship with, other than a boss and personal assistant is now the reason I felt alone. I did.
I still feeling alone for no reason but now my feelings are converting into regret and words into guilt. I myself can't tell about my feelings and was expecting her to do so. Your eyes can't even explain your feelings until you yourself realise them.
As each second passes by the need for her to stay with me and talk to me is growing. My heart is screaming but my lips are still sealed.
And now I am waiting for my mind to realise what my heart says so that I can hug that idiot Feyre for not even calling me once. And I swear as soon as mind realises my feelings for her I won't be alone in this room.
Until that let's face the upcoming days where we'll be a just as a boss and assistant maybe these days will be enough for her to realise her feelings and I can realise mine.
