You and Chris 📍at your house
(Still on the date)
You both walk in your small house. You both still very wet as you go and get your newest painting to show Chris.
"Look" you catch his attention
A small smile forms on his face "It's beautiful" he says, making your cheeks pinker then before "you really are talented" he adds in.
"Wait here I got a little surprise for you" you put the painting down and run to get the painting you had made for Chris it was of him and dodger
The small smile on his face grew bigger "I love it" He moves the hair from your face tucking it behind your ear as he gets closer to you kissing you gently on the lips. The kissing gets a bit more aggressive as you both are walking towards the sofa, you push Chris on it, you get on top of him. You quickly start unbuttoning his shirt as his hand travel down your back "Hey, y/n" he pulls away
You also pull away
"I'm not really a sex on the first date type" he admits "and I want us to take it slow, is that okay
?" He asks
"Yeah of course it is" you say "I'm not a big fan of it either it's just I've dated very shitty guys" you say
"I'm sorry to hear that. I don't want you to regret anything" he says
"Thank you" you hug him tight
"We should really dry up" he whispers in your ear.
You turn on the fireplace as you two sit there all dressed up, the worm heat on your face as you feel your head slowly falling on to his shoulder.
"This is the best date I have ever been on" you tell Chris
"Yeah ?" He says
"Mhm, it was fun" you close your eyes "I don't want it to end"
"It doesn't have to" Chris says. You sit straight and look at him "Y/n will you go watch the stars with me ?" He asks
"Yes I would love to" you say
You both sit by the fire for a little longer you change in to your clothes and Chris into his.
You two go out now in more cozy clothes.
"Let's stop here" Chris says as the two of you stand on the cold dry sand, at the beach. You two lay down and look at the stars and the half moon. "You see those two big stars over there,
and smaller once around it" he points at the sky
"Mhm" you hum looking at where Chris is pointing
"That's my star sign. I'm a-" you cut him off
"Let me guess Gemini ?" He looks to his shoulder seeing you
"Yeah how did you know ?" He asks
"Lucky guess" you let out a light laugh. You and Chris looked at the stars and half moon enjoying every minute of it. "Chris ?"
"Yeah"
"Don't leave" you beg
"What ?" He looks at you
"Yeah don't leave my here alone, I need you" you say
"Y/n I- you know I can't stay I have a whole life back in Boston" he says
"I know but-"
"I'm sorry. I knew this would happened" he stands up "I should have never asked you out......" he says I a panic/ stressed tone
You both are standing on the beach
"What are you saying ?" You look at him,
You felt broken
"It's just I'm leaving after 4 days and I probably won't be back anytime soon" he says "I just couldn't miss the chance of getting to know you" he gets closer to you
"But we- we can-" he cuts you off
"I'm sorry Y/n"
"Don't be" you hug him. "You have made me happier then any guy I've dated" you speak honestly "thank you for this amazing date" you pull away from the hug
"Y/n it's okay if you are mad, I get it" he says
"No I'm not mad. I mean It's sad that you have to leave but that's normal they all leave" you always tried to act tough but deep down this was the worst thing ever "I also knew you were leaving. let's just call this a quick Italy fling" you say. You give Chris a kiss one last kiss on the cheek "good night" you walk away as Chris is still standing there looking at you go.
Tears start running down you face as you breathing gets heavy. You wanted to stay with him but he had his own life and you had yours.
I've only known him for few weeks. Why am I so attached to him ? It's not like I'm in love with him
You keep walking
I'm not in love with him
You keep saying that to yourself as you walk back home, outside your house was James
"Y/n" he stands up by the sight of you
"Not now" you completely ignore him
"Just listen I have Changed" he says
"James just shut up. Go back to Queens and fuck anyone you want. Just leave me alone please !" You open your door
"Oh come on just let me in" James says
You look at him and think for a minute. I do need a distraction.
It not like me and Chris a dating I can fuck who ever I want. He and I were just a quick fling right ?
"Fine come in" you let him in.
Fast forward
"Ahhh yes you feel so good" James moans as you are riding him, for your own pleasure.
The whole Chris thing was to much you needed a little distraction, what other way to do it then to fuck your Ex.
Even tho you just had sex you still felt so empty and hopeless.
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real love in Italy
RomanceAs a little girl you moved/lived in a small town in Italy with you parents, you guys later moved back to Queens where you were originally from. Now as your older you decided to move back to Italy with your boyfriend James. You are really into art an...
