Flames Of Deception (Levrés Series #6)

Kabanata 14

As I woke up the next morning, the first thing that registered to my mind was sore. Hindi iyong makita na wala na akong katabi rito sa kama. Na wala si Kyner. Hindi iyong halos hindi na ako makagalaw habang nakahiga. Hindi iyong sakit ng ulo ko.

No. Sore was the first thing that sprang to my mind as I opened my eyes.

I had been an active person my whole life. I was bad at lying still, being inactive or just laying around, doing nothing. Kapag pagod na pagod na ako galing sa taping, sa exercise, at sa paaralan.

But the soreness that filled my body now as I shifted an inch was beyond anything I had ever tried. Sobrang sakit ng katawan ko kahit na gagalaw lang ako ng kaunti, nakakapagod na. But the pain between my legs was completely something else.

Holy heaven.

Pumikit ako at naalala ang mga nangyari sa amin kagabi. I couldn't help the smile that lifted to my lips. My body was wrecked, but I've never felt so alive.

Three times. Three times during the night had Kyner kissed me and pulled me into his arms before gently thrusting into me again. Over and over again he filled my body with special Kyner loving, made me feel whole as he held me close.

I was cold and alone before. But he ignite me with his flame.

He also kept saying on repeat that he loved me. My smile faded as I remember our situation. He said he loved me, but did he really? No. He didn't love me.

Hindi niya ako mahal. Akala niya lang iyon dahil pinaniwala ko siya na may relasyon kami. Naging obligado lang siyang mahalin ako dahil akala niya magpapakasal na kami. Kaya dapay, mahal niya ako. Pero kung babalik na ang alaala niya, doon niya mapapansin na hindi niya talaga ako mahal.

Malalaman niya ang totoo, iiwan niya ako, babalik siya sa totoong mahal niya. At maiiwan ako rito, and I'd never find someone who could ever possibly top him.

That was why I couldn't admit my feelings to him. Hindi ko ito inintindi dahil ayoko nito. Sa tingin ko ay hindi tama. Ako ang naghanda ng patibong na ito, pero ako rin ang nahulog.

I couldn't say that I already fell. Because when he remember everything, and he decided to leave me, I would lose his love forever. And I'd be broken... beyond repair.

I closed my eyes tightly and took a deep breath. I shut the depressing thoughts out of my head and tried to focus on positive things. The positive I'm feeling right now, in this moment, happy, contented and so freaking sore.

At habang nandito pa kami, sa mansyon namin, susulitin ko ang mga araw na nandito siya. Habang hindi pa bumabalik ang alaala niya.

The door to my room opened and Kyner walked in. May hawak na isang tray na may pagkain. Looking so deliciously handsome in a white sando.

When he saw me awake, his gorgeous face split in a smile. My heart jumped. He came closer, setting the tray down.

"Good morning," he greeted.

I nodded my head. And winced a bit when even that hurt. "What time is it?"

"11:40AM," he said.

Hindi na ako nagtaka na tanghali na ako nagising. Anong oras na rin kasi kami nakatulog kagabi. Nag-init ang pisngi ko habang naalala na naman ang nangyari. I was so loud last night. It was unladylike. But Kyner didn't care about that.

"Kumain ka na," he prompted, crouching down at the bed in front me as I struggled to sit up.

His eyes twinkled when the sheets dropped from my chest, and exposed my shirt. His shirt. I was wearing his shirt.