October 2nd, 2021 9:34 p.m
*currently otp with him but he fell asleep*
Is it bad I feel like he's hiding something?
He's let me log in his account before, and when he broke his phone I was the only one who was even logged in.
But when he got it back he logged me out and he won't let me log back in.
At first it was just a thing of I missed posting myself on his story, but now girls from his school follow him and ask him out and stuff.
He won't even post me himself, and when I told him I just wanted to post myself he said,
"People I go to school with follow me, I'll literally have to see them the next day and they'll ask me who you are."
But like...I'm your girlfriend 🥺 we've known each other for damn near 8 months 🥺 why can't they know?
Then I remembered when he reposted something about "wanting a religious girlfriend so he can cheat and they blame the devil and pray about it"
I'm not religious but like damn dude 🥺
Kinda hurt my feelings.
Maybe its a control thing, a power thing. Or I'm just being insecure...
~J
