October 20th 2021, 11:24 pm
😐😐😐😐😐😐😐
We sat otp for 2 hours and he barely spoke to me, it took 15 minutes for him to notice (or at least text and ask if i was okay).
Its not okay if we're otp and I feel fuckin lonely. Literally we've barely talked this week and I get it luv you get busy and have shit to do but damn.
You ask me to call and sit the whole time playing and gigglin and akeke'ing with Makai or however you spell his name. Then you say your not gay.
THAT'S GAY. FOR TWOOOOOOO HOURS YOU DON'T SPEAK TO YOUR GIRLFRIEND, YOUR "brother" AND THE GAME HAVE YOUR ATTENTION.
Don't get me wrong, i have nothing wrong with him playing the game, the problem is when I have to be overly sarcastic to get the slightly attention.
Its like everything from this whole week has just been building up. Since Tuesday when Launa watched me while I was regressed (she did such a good job too i felt so loved 🥺) to now.
And then when you read this shit. I unblocked you so you can read this and know how I feel when i find it hard to tell you. You read it and don't even say anything, its supposed to be you read, we talk about it, and continue from there.
-J
