October 3rd, 2021 6:28 p.m
I talked to Mar about how i felt.
Didn't really say anything but yk, whatever.
I asked why I couldn't log in, "Trust issues" he said.
When realistically, I should be the only mf in this relationship with trust issues.
Motherfucker you cheated on me 3 times.
I didn't do shit. I didn't go get revenge, I didn't fuck with one of your homies, I didn't cheat back, NOTHING nigga.
Then we started chilling again and I seen this guy posted his girlfriend, and said "Why can't I get this?" He said
"You see his username?" Which was siimp_king or something like that.
I'm putting up my defenses, I'm closing off. I literally can't help it at this point.
Its little shit you could do to make me feel a little bit more loved but you won't because you "Don't simp"
Showing love to your significant other isn't simping. Its not like this is the first time we're together, or we just met,
I want a simp, i want someone who's still gonna slide up on my stories and tell me I look pretty, I want someone who will randomly post me just because. I want someone who will ask to match pfps and bios.
Is that too much to ask for? Am I expecting too much?
~J
