October 17th 2021, 7:20 p.m
The fact that I'm saving myself for marriage really helps me see different.
My dad kinda already explained to me about how guys think and stuff but idk.
Like with Mar i can't even joking around without him throwing it in my face.
"Well you wouldn't do that because your waiting until your married."
That's like me bringing up the fact you cheated 3 times.
Don't let me joke about us getting married though cs you have no idea what to say.
Like damn i get that nowadays its not so common but when you do that shit it really makes me feel sum typa way.
It doesn't help the fact the every time he has a dream about me its either im cheating or we're having sex.
Totally nice to hear about.
Idk...i already made up my mind about it and that's what my parents expect so that's what I'm gonna do.
Not only that but i made my mind up about this when I was 7 for my own personal reasons.
I feel like its not respected. Like yeah you say you do but your actions don't say that.
-J
