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You were my dream, I was your nightmare.
I try to give you love, but I end up giving despair.
I'd try to seek out for you, but you try to hide.
I said I hated you, but I lied.
I never wanted to hurt you, and yet I did.
I gave you nothing but pain, yet you stayed.
My words were like a blade. A blade trying not to hurt you, and yet it still managed to.
You stayed, even if it felt like you're suffocating.
I took advantage of your kindness, until our ending had become devastating.
And so here I am, still wishing it doesn't happen to you again.
Because even if it pains me to lose you, I know I don't deserve you.
Thinking back to the drawing we drew, it could've been better.
I lost you, even before we get to finish our drawing.
It's time to accept that all of these are now from the past, I just hope it had last..
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Poetry"These are the poems I made, For people who feel afraid Poems just for you, All of them are new So accept my hand and read, To feel the tears I had shed." --- #1 ranking in Personalthoughts #10 ranking in Worship Started: July 10,2020 Ended: --