I needed you
the moment I existed.
The very first person I see,
once I came into this world.
you knew the moment you saw me
that I was the child you wanted.
But I wasn't the child you dreamt of
I'm someone who made you sob,
and yet someone you still love.
I'm someone you found troubling,
and yet you cry everytime
I start belittling myself.
You wished I wasn't your child,
that i made you unhappy
and yet you still smiled,
everytime I say something funny,
your laugh as sweet as honey.
Your love made me melt,
but your anger that I felt
was heavier than your
reassurance alone,
that sometimes I feel like
i'd get disown
but then you laugh,
and then I ease
but then you're furious,
and then i'm hideous.
do you love me or do you not?
do I feel like I won the lottery,
or do I feel like I got shot?
- mommy issues
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A/N: third & possibly last part of my poem series
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Words That Weave
Poetry"These are the poems I made, For people who feel afraid Poems just for you, All of them are new So accept my hand and read, To feel the tears I had shed." --- #1 ranking in Personalthoughts #10 ranking in Worship Started: July 10,2020 Ended: --
