🍄Cramps🍄

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⚠︎︎TW⚠︎︎ blood, gender dysmorphia, yelling.

(TRANS TOMMY!!!!!! also I just realized how Tommy centric all of these are so next one will be mostly about Technoblade and Phil... maybe.)

Tommy had just started his period while ago. He felt absolutely horrible! His cramps were so painful he had to miss school. When it barely started he had to go to the bathroom every 20 minutes or so. He was lashing out at everyone.

And to top that all off his dysmorphia has been through the roof. He cried almost every time he had to go to the bathroom. He couldn't stand looking down. He also had a lot of mood swings which were confusing to deal with.

He refused to see any of his friends. And just slept in his room all day. Today he was working on some homework trying desperately to concentrate. He gripped his hair really hard throwing the papers. Unlucky for him his father was the the door.

"Tom..." He questioned the crying boy. "I can't do this! I hate it! It's so stupid!" Tommy cried more. Phil sat at the edge of the bed. "You're a strong boy Tommy. You'll get through it just like the other times." Phil grabbed Tommy's hand on attempt to comfort him.

Tommy took a deep breath. "But- it's not like the other times dad. It hurts so bad." Tommy let tears run down his face. "I know Tommy I know... I'll make you some tea I promise it'll help. And I'll tell Wilbur and Techno to make a stop at the store to get more pain meds." Phil talks softly. Tommy nods quickly.

"Do you want to eat? I'll make your favorite." Phil asks again. "Yes please..." Tommy whispered. "You'll be fine Tommy I believe in you. Oh and by the way leave the homework alone." Phil said ruffling Tommy's hair. Tommy got confortable in bed slowly closing his eyes.

About twenty minutes later he heard a knock. He sat up and let them come in. "Foods done." Phil said cheerfully. Tommy took the tray and put it in his lap. "I'll go get your tea." Phil dashed down stairs.

Tommy smiled at the plate in front of him and started eating. Phil came back holding a cup chamomile tea. He placed it on the counter Tommy ate and had a nice coversation with Phil untill he had to work and left to go do the dishes.

Tommy laid down pretty spaced out staring at the lamp on his nightstand.

He heard a knock and was zapped out of his trance. "Who is it?" Tommy asked. "Your favorite brother." They responded quickly. "Come in." Tommy laughed while sitting up.

Wilbur walked in and smiled. Tommy stared at his with fake confusion, "I thought you said favorite brother? I don't see Techno anywhere!" Tommy whined with a giggle.

"You're in pain so I won't take that personally," Wilbur said making an odd gesture. "But for your information Tech said he'd come talk to you when he's done with homework."

Tommy nods.

Wilbur pulled out a black bag. "I got you some things. But be aware some involve- y'know." Tommy nods again.

Wilbur smiles, "ok so first dad said you probably needed more stuff. So I did buy you tampons but I heard they are painful and not everyone uses them?"

"Your right." Tommy smiled at the thought Wilbur went to the store figured all that out and bought what Tommy needed.

"So I bought pads, but these ones are thin and hold a ton of blood." Wilbur said looking at the box again before setting it down.

"I also bought you pain medicine but dad said not until four. So thirty minutes? Can you make it thirty minutes? " Wilbur asked.

"Yeah it's fine." Tommy shrugged.

"Ok well Techno got you ice cream, and then he bought chocolates." Wilbur said handing the bag to Tommy excitedly opened the bag. There was a lot of different varitys of chocolates scattered over the bottom. What really caught Tommy's eye however was a medium sized cow plush in the corner of the bag.

It looked like a small cloud, with cute beady little eyes. Tommy took it out and it felt as soft as it looked. He smelled it and it smelled like strawberries. Wilbur smiled proudly knowing the gift made him happy. Wilbur looked back at Tommy only to see him crying?! "Wait- What?!" Wilbur exclaimed as tommy wiped his eyes.

"Nothing just mood swings. Thank you Wilbur." Tommy extented his arms asking for a hug. Wilbur hugged his brother tightly, "Your welcome Toms."

After talking for a while and Tommy making two bathroom breaks. Wilbur asked, "What are you gonna name it?" Tommy looked down at the cow. "Maybe Alex? No that doesnt sound right... Peter? Ew no." Tommy voiced his thoughts. "OH- I know!" Tommy jumped excitedly.

"What is it?" His brother asked.

"How about Henry?"

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Techno finally finnished his writing assignment and knocked on his brothers door. He had three books in his hand and his glasses in the other.

Once allowed in he saw Wilbur across the bed sitting up straight, And Tommy propped against a ton of pillows.

"Mind if I join?" Techno asked in his usually raspy voice. Tommy nodded and moved over.

Techno ruffed Tommy's hair and sat next to him.

"I brought some of your guys favorite books. If you want." Techno put the books in front of them.

Tommy nods eagerly. He may not like reading by himself but something about reading with people made him feel happy in a way he couldn't explain it.

Techno said he needed to bring some candles because quote on quote. 'It makes the experience better.' Which Tommy thought was dumb. Wilbur understood though it's like how he can only write songs more peacefully in specific place's.

Tommy had rested his head on techno's left shoulder and Wilbur nuzzled against his right arm. All was at peace. At least for a while.

Wilburs phone rung and he looked at the screen and sighed. He looked at Tommy. "How long have you had your Binder on Tommy?" Tommy froze and looked at his hands.

"You can't have it on for to long Tommy..." Wilbur frowned. Tommy avoided eye contact.

Nearly a minute later Techno let out a soft pig noise and took of his hoodie. He handed it to Tommy who had tears in his eyes already.

"Take off your binder. If you don't- wanna look...um just change with the lights off and stare at the wall while focusing on something else. Then just put this on it fits you big so it'll help." Techno did his best to explain. He earned a quick hug and a smile.

Wilbur sent Technoblade a smirk as Tommy left. "Why that was quite Brotherly of you Techno. It's almost odd in your case."

Techno punched Wilburs arm softly. "Shut up ." Wilbur hummed and snuggled back into the bed.

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After nearly 40 minutes Tommy returned with a red face and puffy eyes. But- His brother's weren't to concerned because he was smiling and smile so Genuine and happy it was extreamly contagious. He jumped onto the bed and looked at the door. Not a minute later their father entered holding a tray of healthy snacks.

"Now can I tell them?!" Tommy jumped up and down. Phil noded as he placed the tray on a nearby table. "Okay! So Dad let me start testosterone!" Tommy beamed. His brother smiled at him. "Im happy for you gremlin." Wilbur messed with Tommy's hair. "And and! Instead of having the weird sweet 16 thing- No offence Dad." Tommy paused.

Phil waved him away.

"Instead of having a sweet 16 or whatever. We can use that money to get me top surgery! Untill im eighteen of course." Tommy's eyes were filled with pure excitment and joy.

They all group hugged him and told him how proud they were of him. Tommy fell asleep peacefully that night.

(Rushed ending because I had no motivation to write but next chapter will be part 4 to 'why?' Or tech and Phil one shot idk yet.

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