Missed You - [Yoongi × Reader]

16- Scared

(A/n: all these fanarts are not mine. They are soo pretty right??)

Y/n's p.o.v

I stared at Jin for what seemed like hours now, honestly it has been an hour since he fainted but it seemed like forever, to see the bubbly smiley Jin laying in the healing den bed, eyes closed, breathing not even or calm, forehead sweating and body shaking, it was such a saddening sight.

I sighed and looked at Taehyung who sat on the other side of the bed, his eyes held sadness and he was in deep thought, I can tell by how he was picking at his fingernails.

"Tae I know what you are thinking stop",
he flinched when I talked as if I snapped him out of a trance, he glanced at me then sighed,
"I'm sorry y/n, it's... It's just I can't
handle what Jin would look like when he wakes up, y/n I know what he is dreaming of, I know what is making him shake and whimper like this....the memory never faded and the pain was never gone y/n"

I felt my eyes water slightly, yes he was right, our wounds were never healed completely, we just ignored them and continued to live, but now that the history was repeated it was almost as if the wound was open again.

I was about to open my mouth when the door bursted open, we turned to the door and saw a worried Namjoon walking toward us, he ignored us completely and marched toward Jin taking his hands in his bigger ones as he rubbed them softly, we caught on his scent that increased in way too much amount, I know he is trying to calm his mate but seriously an Omega can't stand an Alpha's scent in that amount when they aren't mates.

I coughed as the scent increased more and turned to look at Tae, I almost laughed at how his nose was crinkled in disgust, the scent must be much worse for him than me because he is mated to Jungkook.

I stood up and he looked at me, I nodded toward the door and he stood up eagerly running toward the door and stepping outside the room, I giggled at him and turned around to look at our parents seeing eomma Jin's whimpers stopped and Namjoon was whipping his sweaty forehead.

I smiled at the sight and closed the door to give them privacy, when I turned around I saw Taehyung clinging to Jungkook like a koala, the poor Alpha looked confused as Tae started to sniffle his scent desperately, I laughed at him and patted his shoulders, he hugged Tae back and increased his scent for him and Tae sighed in content, I was about to smile at the cute sight when I smelt Kookie's scent increasing too much.

Hell no two Alpha's scent at the same time!!!!!

I pinched my nose in disgust and marched away from them, I stepped out of the den and took a deep breath of the fresh air, I sighed when the moment of the Namjoon and Jin, Tae and Kookie played in my head, I really wish I had a mate.

We have a mate you are just too stupid to realize or admit.

I rolled my eyes at my wolf, she has been really annoying ever since we came back from the Dagust pack, all she said was mate mate mate, The whole damn time!!!

"I don't have a mate Ella get that through that thick brain of yours!!" I said as I was really done with her nonesense,

You do realize that my brain is your brain right? So that means your brain is thick and I just have to handle it the whole time...poor me.

"You little shi-"

I dare you to complete it, I will take over and tell jin you cursed and he will whoop your bum

"Are you sure you are my wolf ??", I heard her laugh, the little brat, she is always sassy and annoying.

I sighed for the 547873th time today and started walking to the forest,

Seriously though, we have a mate y/n, and I'm really yearning for him.

I ignored her and kept walking, I know who she is talking about, and I still can't believe her,

Y/n I'm your wolf and I'm the part of you who can sense the mate identity and I'm telling that Min Yoongi is our damn mate !!!!

"Stop yelling in my damn head !!!",
I screamed at her looking at the tree, I turned around and saw a little squirrel staring at me, then it looked at the tree I screamed at then back at me, wow, I'm being judged by a squirrel.

I sighed and turned walking away thinking about everything, I know what I'm feeling, I know how my heart beats increased when I saw Yoongi, I know that me being attracted to his scent so much like this was a sign, I know the strange thoughts that passed my head at some point yesterday looking at him weren't a friendly platonic thoughts.

Yet here I'm denying everything arguing with my own wolf screaming at a poor tree and being judged by a squirrel, I'm hopeless right?

No, you are just scared.

I didn't argue this time, Ella was right, I was scared, Of what?

Being in one sided love, losing Yoongi as a friend if I confessed my feelings, if we were really mates and he didn't feel the same way and rejected me the rejection pain can be fatal,

what if he didn't reject me because he didn't want me to pass by all this pain and had to stay by my side as a mate despite not loving me ?, what if he already likes someone and I separate him from his love?

Yeah you really are hopeless...AND STUPID!!

I flinched at her outburst but she already shut the connection so done with me, I continued my walk as I neared the Dagust pack gates.

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Hoseok's p.o.v

I woke up to something smacking my face, yelping in surprise as I opened my eyes to see my beautiful mate staring right back at me, his hand on his hip and the other clutching a pillow, he smiled at me innocently, I rolled my eyes at him,
"well good morning to you too", I said sarcastically as I turned around snuggling back to my pillow.

I heard him giggling lightly as I felt the sheets moving beside me, he laid next to me and I felt a slender arm wrapping around my waist and his face snuggled into the back of my head, I smiled and turned around taking him to my arms as we stayed like this for a while.

he sighed contently to the crook of my neck as I smelt his hair taking in the beautiful lavender scent coated with honey, I felt Hope purring at it.

he kissed my neck under my chin and pulled his head back alittle to look at me, his smile was calm and simple but it made my heart soar. he is just a beautiful boy, he makes my wolf stir at each simple gesture, his giggles were my favorite music.

Damn that was cheesy, he would smack me with a book if I said these out loud to him.

I giggled silently at the thought of a blushing Jimin smacking me with a book complaining about my romantic straightforward words.

he looked at me and raised an eyebrow asking what I giggled at, I shook my head and kissed his forehead, he closed her eyes basking in the moment of peace.

"I finished my book Seokie", he said happily, I looked at him confused for a second,
"Honey you read more than 30 books every weak", I said with a scoff.

he rolled his eyes playfully, "The one I smacked you and Yoongi with",

"Umm, you...smack us with lot's of books so...",
he bursted laughing and hit my chest lightly,
"Yeah you are right" he calmed down from his laughter as I stared at him in adoration,
"I meant the one you got me from the human village 5 days ago".

Oh that book,
"It was so long, more than 650 pages it took me 2 days to finish and wow
it was amazing!"
he said dreamly and snuggled back to my embrace, I smiled at him  happiness and patted his back, We closed our eyes in comfort with me spooning him body to mine as comfortable silence surrounded us.
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"Hold the fuck up, you smacked us with a 650 PAGES BOOK ?!!!!"

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Jimin u want to break there body parts or what? 😬😂

Swagyswagy loves you~💜